not over you // m.espinosa & s.wilk, ft l.butler

Prolouge

DISCLAIMER
this is one of my first ever stories that I finished and I realized it Isn't the best. The plot line is all over the place but I was still a beginner at writing and I sorta kinda improved. it was just my thought process was messy when I first created this story but my other books will be a lot better. hope you enjoy the book :)

Beverly POV

"She asked us to go and I don't want to turn down her offer." My bestfriend, Tina, said while going through her closet

I promised her that I would go with her to be with Mahogany and some of her close friends if she went to Vidcon with me. The only reason as to why we plan on going is because she complains that she doesn't spend enough time with her cousin, who is Mahogany.

I was waiting for her to finish packing but thankfully I was already done. I am the mature one out of the four us.

I live with Tina in Pasadena. she's 19 and I'm 17, well just turned. she somehow manage to convince our neighbors/ best-friends, Kalel and Thalia, to come with us. They're sisters. Thalia is 18 and Kalel is 15. So technically we are the four.

I'm excited to go to Vidcon, but I dont know if I can without having the feeling of throwing up knowing who I might have a close encounter with. I already know there is no way I can avoid him what so ever. he already has a girlfriend and what we had was just one of those summer flings. But honestly, that was the best summer in my entire life. until it ended and everything went down hill and we started to tear apart which made us break up.

"so should I bring this shirt or this shirt?" Tina asked me, causing me to snap out of my thoughts. I studied the shirts.

"there the same thing." I declared. she looked at me then at the two articles of clothing she was holding in her hands. she shrugged and threw both of the shirts in her suitcase.

"I'm going for a walk." I said getting up from her bed.

"Wait what!" she whined.

I walked out the door clearly annoyed that she is taking so long to pack. Also I needed to clear my mind of the events that have been happening recently.

grabbing just my phone and headphones, I made my way out the door and to who knows where.

there is a 99.9% chance that when I get back, she's going to be pissed.

it was a beautiful day outside. It was just those times where it was cool, but with a little bit of a breeze.

Going back on the Summer Fling and Vidcon subject. His name is Logan. Logan Mckay. His family, the Shaytards, is one of the most well known family on YouTube. It happened a year or two ago. I can't remember. It was kinda all just a huge blur. The only really thing that I can remember are the fun memories we had. Like when we first met at Playlist, he kept complimenting me and he tried to get me to go on a date with him. It wasn't until Vidcon, when he texted me and I finally agreed.

If I didn't, I don't know what it would be like right now. Maybe I wouldn't be so deep in thought. But I don't regret it. I don't think I ever could. my feelings for him were way to strong at the time and I think they still are. but I know he wouldn't break up with his girlfriend to be with me, I just know he wouldn't. And I have accept the fact that that wouldn't happen.

I know he loves his girlfriend very much. Why wouldn't he? She's absolutely gorgeous and he is perfect for her.

I stopped right in the middle of my tracks. It was beginning to get darker and I haven't realized how long I have been walking.

Since it was already 5:30 and I started waking at 4, I knew it was a great time to go back.

I finally made it back and I saw Tina on the porch on the phone. She smiled at me. it was better than being mad.

we leave for the road trip at 5 in the morning so I decided to take a nap.

I first took a quick shower. I relaxed my sore muscles as the warm water made contact with my body.

After about 20 minutes in the shower, I changed into the clothes I would be wearing for the trip.

I laid in bed, thinking about what was going to happen this weekend. Little did I know it would be crazier than I thought it would be.