not over you // m.espinosa & s.wilk, ft l.butler

(15) The Lost Date

thank you guys so much for 1k reads and 100 votes. I honestly thought I wouldn't get that far because I usually give up on my stories. Thank you so much to the people who have been supporting me ever since I started writing this. Also to the people who have voted and commented. It makes me realize that you guys truly do enjoy this and want me to update more. This chapter took kinda long since I wanted it to be better than the last two.

so I'm dedicating this song to one of my favorite singers on youtube.. enough babbling, here it is :)

song of the chapter: chasing days by danna richards

"Alright, I'm up." I laughed, as Jackson was licking my face. He was so tiny, I made sure I didn't crush him. I picked up the miniature puppy and sat up on the floor.

Once we got back from Casey's house, I immediately crashed. Meaning, there was no way I could run into Logan. Even though he practically lives here.

"Good morning!" Gavin says as he enters the room. I looked out the window to see the sun just peeping out of the horizon. It's probably seven or six.

"Morning!" I chirped, looking at the mirror. Placing Jackson on top of the dresser, I put my hair in a ponytail. Picking him back up, I followed Gavin down the stairs.

"It's a beautiful morning, a bit to early but we all have to be awake." Shay spoke, I'm guessing to the camera. He turned around and saw me.

"Guys, guess who's here?" he said pointing the camera in my direction.

"Hi!" I waved. He began explaining that I was here just to visit, blah blah blah.

"My moms making breakfast. You can wait and sit on the counter or in the island seat." He told me, poking the bacon that was in the skillet. I sat on the tall stool, placing Jackson on my lap.

"Hi Beverly, how are you?" Colette says coming in the kitchen with Daxton. He was so adorable, I just wanted to eat his face.

"I'm fine, thanks. How are you?" I asked back.

"Good, thank you." she replied placing Dax on the counter. Petting Jackson, I checked my messages.

Sammy Wilk 😍

I saw this shirt at the mall and I got it because it reminded me of you 😏

I saw a garbage can and I thought of you 😊

that was mean... funny, but mean.

I'm about to eat Sam, text you later.

"Mom I think these are almost done!" Shay called out. Looking up from my phone, everyone was here except Logan.

"Beverly, do you have Jackson?" Laurie asked me. I nodded, holding him up to show her, then placing him back on my lap.

Sometimes I want to actually be apart of this family. Then I realize they are too crazy for me. They're actually crazier off camera, than on camera.

"We're gonna go eat on the back porch. The food is right there next to the stove. Everyone has their food and are going out now." Colette said to me grabbing her plate and Daxton outside.

Since it's so early I'm the morning, I don't really want to go out because it's cold. Plus, I'm only wearing shorts and a tank top and I don't want to change. Wow, I'm so lazy.

With Jackson in one hand, I got a plate and began putting random foods on it. Sitting back in my seat, him on my lap, I began eating.

"Shay the go pro isn- Oh uhh- uhh hi." Logan stuttered. I nodded my head in response because I was supposed to be "angry" with him. Who am I kidding? I could never be mad at Logan. No matter how much I don't want to say it, there will always be a part of me that loves him.