not over you // m.espinosa & s.wilk, ft l.butler

(7) Accidental Backfire

now that it is summer, my chapters might get a lot better :) I made this chapter long due to the shortness of the last one.

song of the chapter: Naive by the Kooks

I opened my eyes to see that the sun was just peaking out of the horizon. After the pool, I ended up editing an old video I never posted, watched a few movies on Netflix, then fell asleep at around 11.

When I checked the time, it was 9:45. Hmm, today is Thursday. What could i possibly do? Crap, I'm meeting Logan today. Speaking of which, my phone dinged, he texted me.

"Hey, just to not let you forget, knowing that you're the type of person to do so, I'm picking you up around 1:10 ish."

Oh gosh. Am I mentally, emotionally, and physically prepared to see Logan. His eyes that look like a pool of water and his hair that's oh so soft.

"How could I forget? That's all I've been thinking about all week."

Did I just say that? I basically just said that I was thinking about him this whole week.

"Oh so you were thinking about me? 😏"

Way to to Beverly, he gets that you were thinking about him all week long.

"You could put it that way."

I was blushing mad hard. All the heat was rising from my body all the way to my cheeks.

"I know you're blushing, Harris."

What the actual fudge. I'm telling you, he is psychic. Or he just knows me extremely well.

"Whatever Butler. See you later."

Now there was absolutely nothing to do. I had 3 hours to get ready and I was bored. That was I until my stomach began to growl. Grabbing my phone, I went down to the lobby .

I continued to go towards the breakfast buffet and I felt so alone.

I put a bunch of food on my plate and sat down at a table. Watching my surroundings made me sad because people looked so happy and I'm here, worrying that I might mess up at Logan and I's meet-up, and Tina and the girls aren't here and ugh. I looked down at my food until my silence broke.

"It's not fun just to run off like that, well for me anyways." I looked up seeing Matthew. Gosh, what does he want from me.

"Go away Matthew, go back to the cabin and have fun there." i poked at the food that was in my plate.

"Nope, not without you."

"Well then I guess your not going anywhere because I am not leaving."

He laid back in his seat, staying true to his word. I looked at him in the eye, never realizing how beautiful they were.

"Matthew leave me alone." I demanded him.

"No Beverly. I don't want you to spend Vidcon all by yourself. It's not fair to you at all." he said coming in closer to me.

"Well I have somewhere to be with someone so I don't know what you're gonna do." I said not making eye contact with him.Why can't he just understand that I don't want his company.

"Fine, I'll wait at your hotel room, give me the key." he said putting his hand out.

"Excuse me?" I scoffed, "What makes you think you can just come in here and take over my hotel room. That's not the way it works Matthew and it never will."

"You know, I knew you on twitter and I always thought you were so sweet by how you would always randomly tweet and follow people on a regular basis. What happened to that Beverly? So down to earth yet out-going." he said as he rolled his eyes.