The youngest dixon (a beth greene love story (the walking dead))

Jimmy

"Do you want me to show you around?" she smiled so sweetly. I was dying inside. I just needed to feel her skin on mine. I glanced at Carl. his eyes were open. I whipped around. "Carl are you ok?" Beth whispered in my ear. "ill get Lori and Rick and meet you out front." I nodded. I couldn't talk and I felt the heat in my cheeks after standing that close to her.

"She's pretty isnt she." Carl was laughing at me. it sounded weak and hoarse. I brought a cup to his lips and tilted it back. he drank it eagerly. "I'm starving." I laughed "ill be right back ok?" He looked at me, "as long as you being me back food you can go." I ran down the stairs and grabbed him a sandwich already made In a pile on the counter. I walked in the room and handed it to him. he smiled and nodded his thanks taking a huge bite.

"Hey when your parents get here I'm going to go and get a tour of the farm but ill come right back after." He stared at me, a smile forming on his lips. "who with?" I looked away "oh um beth.." he started to laugh. I stared at him in shock. "doesn't it hurt to laugh!?" he had tears In his eyes, " ya but it's worth it." I heard Lori and Rick coming up the stairs. "well little man I gotta go see you later." as I walked out the door I heard him yell. "get some!"

Lori glared walking in. I turned and stuck my tongue out and laughed he tensed up waiting for his mom to get mad.

I stood in front of the house waiting for Beth. I was sitting on the porch swing when she came around the corner, she was walking with a talk guy. They were holding hands. I tensed up. she walked over to me and put her hand on my shoulder. I jerked back. she looked hurt. "um did you still want the tour of the farm." she mumbled. I looked into her eyes then at their interlocking hands. I walked away back to our camp. "john!" I heard her yell but I didn't stop.

I was setting up me and baileys tent, while daryl was setting up his and c.j's. something was forming with them. I felt happy for daryl he finally found someone he loves. even if it took the zombie apocalypse to find her. they were opposites and balanced each other out. he'd be to scared to tell her but I knew he loved her. I glanced at him. "I think I like that girl." I mumbled loud enough for him to hear me. "wait, the farmers daughter?" I looked at him red faced. "ya, the blonde one, she... it's just when I first saw her daryl everything stopped I wanted her near me... no I needed her near me." I glanced up at him. he smirked. "your a Dixon when we fall, we fall hard."

BETH'S POV

I saw the hurt in johns eyes and it hurt me. I took my hand away from jimmy and glance to where John ran. I cupped my hands to my mouth. "John!" I yelled. he tensed and kept walking. jimmy put his hand on my shoulder. "Beth he's fine lets go to the shed and you know..." Jimmy whispered in my ear. I glared at the ground. I don't wanna lose my virgnity yet, not in a shed, and maybe not with jimmy. I pinch my arm. why not jimmy he's your boyfriend.

I looked at him. but I didn't see him all I could think of was John. I felt bad but he was there in my mind. I started to go follow where John went but jimmy grabbed my hand and pulled me back. he kissed my forehead. "I love you." he said caressing my face. "you to." I looked up at him. he leaned in for a kiss, and I turned my head and started walking to john.

I was waiting in the bushes until daryl was gone so I could talk to John. I was over hearing there whole conversation while I say on the ground facing away from them. "I think I like that girl." was that John, i whipped around. "wait, the farmers daughter?" daryl laughed. damn it he likes Maggie. I shoulda seen it coming. him being related to Robin Hood over there, figures he'd like older women.

I looked over at John his face was red. "ya, the blonde one, she... it's just when I first saw her daryl everything stopped I wanted her near me... no I needed her near me." John whispered. he was talking about me. I had tears in my eyes. jimmy never talked about me like he cared that much. He glanced to daryl and daryl smirked. "your a Dixon,when we fall, we fall hard." daryl finished his tent and started to walk away. John sat in the grass with his head in his hands.

I tiptoed over to him him and grabbed his hand. his head shot up. his face was red. I sat down in front of him. he looked away. "John look at me." he turned looking at me slightly. "I heard all of it" I whispered he Tensed up and looked down. "what does it matter, you have jimmy." he sighed. I took his face in my hands so he had to look at me. "jimmy wants one thing from me and thats it, and I don't want that from him." Jimmy wanted to get married and settle down. I can't

I looked into his mesmerizing green eyes and sighed. "I want you Dixon." I whispered his eyes came to life at that moment. I closed my eyes and leaned in. his lips covered mine. lightly at first, then he added more pressure. I liked it, it was completely different from Jimmy's, his were soft where as johns were sparking and wild. I loved them. I think I loved him.

JOHNS POV

I'm kissing Beth and my hearts racing. I tangle my hands in her hair and pull her closer as her arms are around my neck. I pushed her up against the tree for support and she sighed. I started down her jaw line to her neck and she moaned. I pulled away slowly looking at her crystal blue eyes. "Beth we can't." she lowered her eyes them watering. "why can't we..." I hated I was making her cry but I can't make enemies. not in this world.

"jimmy your still his..." She dropped her arms and took a step away. "I'm not property John no one owns me!" she yelled at me I flinched. she was crying. I shut down everything in my body. "why don't you just go run back to jimmy!" Her lip trembled. it was heart breaking "fine." She turned around. its for the best we would never work out. thats what I told myself as I watched her walk away.