A Girl

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Loris body stopped moving when I pulled the baby out. first living person thats died because I couldn't help them. Carl looked sad, and bailey was crying into his shoulder. I looked at the baby, it was a girl with dark hair and light eyes but it wasn't breathing, or crying. I turned the baby over and lightly started to pat it's back. the life rushed into the baby and she started to slightly cry. Carl's head shot up at the sound. he handed me his jacket to wrap her in. "Carl we need to go now!" the door was clear and we might not get another chance. "we can't leave her here John she'll change and she didn't want that she told me. you guys go, meet me at the door I have to do this, she's my mom." Carl was wearing a mask, no emotion no nothing. I gave him a sad gaze as I loaded baileys gun and handed it to her. taking the baby in my arms me and bailey ran up the stairs. we heard a bang then Carl coming up the stairs. out of he corner of my eye I couldn't help seeing bailey grab Carls hand and him rip it away. bailey looked hurt and stayed away from him In the tombs this wasn't a good sign.

We all walked through the tombs expressionless and tense. their were no moans, and we finally found the door we came through. Carl ran out first and Rick wrapped him in a hug. bailey walked out and sat in the corner alone not looking at anyone. this must've effected her to she watched Lori die, and now Carl was giving her the cold shoulder.

I walked out of the tombs looking down at the blue eyes little girl. she looked tired and scared. it made me hate the world we lived in. she started to cry when I got into the light and it hit the babies face she started to cry. everyone looked at me, they were all in shock. Rick looked behind me and his face fell. "where is she?"

I put my head down as Maggie grabbed her with tears in her eyes and on her cheeks. " I fell on my knees holding my head in my hands. c.j hugged me in tears. I sighed and kneeled there. it was my fault these people were crying. my fault Lori was dead. but I was also the reason the little girl was here. I put her here on this hell of a world we live in. I looked at c.j, she looked terrified. "john, how did she die..." it all made sense to me then. she was wondering if it was walkers or the birth. "C.j she had to have a c-section no medicine no thread. I couldn't save her. I'm gunna make sure you and my nephew or niece come out alive. you guys are my family." she kissed my forehead then ran to daryl. He enveloped her in a hug and tugged her closer.

DARYLS POV

C.J was scared. I was scared to be honest I didn't want to lose her or our baby. I walked up to John with her close to my side. bailey came over slowly she looked sad and heart broken. I wanted to take away her pain. i messed up on John I didn't want to mess up bailey to. John gunna be upset, we couldn't find robin anywhere. Bryce and Austin were locked in their cell with walkers trying to get inside. but carol t-dog and robin were gone.

Johns pov

We got to the cell block and the only people there were Austin and Bryce "robin!" "John shut up" Austin yelled. "don't you dare tell me to shut up. don't tell me to do anything. you didn't just lose something you tried so hard to keep that you just got. I've lost two in the last 24 hours. you have no right!" everyone was starring and Beth broke down and ran to her cell. I looked at her I couldn't take it anymore. Austin pushed me and I punched him and dragged him to his cell and locked it. I handed daryl the key and ran up the stairs. since Rick went crazy he's been in charge. I Stopped at my cell and took a deep breath. I heard sniffling and I broke down. I ran in and looked to Beth laying on my bed huddled in a ball.

I pulled her down and hugged her. "Beth baby, I know I was a jerk and I know I didn't let you talk I don't deserve it but can you forgive me. I can't handle losing you and robin. I'm going to try and find her, but I need you to. you guys are like my family you guys mean everything to me. I've lost you to many times already, an each time my heart loses another piece it's to hard to keep letting it happen. Beth I love you." she stared at me. she was shocked, she didn't say anything. I tensed up, I looked down and started to leave. I still had to find robin and carol and t-dog. even though Hershel told us all he was bit. he was still with them. something warm slightly covered my hand and I whipped around. Beth was looking at me inches away with her beautiful blue eyes looking up at me. "John, I love you to." I picked her up and kissed while we were spinning about the room. her arms were loose around my neck, till I put her down.

"We need to help regroup our home Beth come on" I grabbed her hand ran down the stairs. everyone was happy to see us back together except for Austin he looked pissed. I smiled at him and he glared from his cell harder. it was unlocked but he was sitting on the bed sulking and sharpening his tomahawk. "John me and Maggie are going on a run for formula, axel and Oscar are gunna watch the fence and Hershel gunna watch the baby. Glenn you go find Rick, and Beth can you keep an eye on Carl he just lost his mom and his dad isn't doing so hot." she nodded. "I'm going to go look for robin, carol and t-dog." I said starting to walk out. c.j grabbed my arm. will you take bailey with you... I think she needs someone to talk to, and pens se don't let anything hurt her." "never in a million years would I let something happen to my lol sis." I laughed and gave bailey a nuggie. "come on kid" she hugged me and we left.

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