The youngest dixon (a beth greene love story (the walking dead))

Gone

BETHS POV

I came back to tell John something but I heard him talking to robin. "Are you like my daddy now?" she whispered. it took awhile before John answered. "I guess so." "Is Beth like my mommy?" poor little girl. I started to tear up. "I don't know." "do you love her like carol said you loved me?" why is she asking so many questions? "I uh love her in a different sort of way but ya I guess." he sighed. "are you going to tell her?" "I can't."

He lived me but he couldn't show it. I should've never lead him on I have jimmy Jimmy's never left an John has a couple of times. oh my gosh jimmy, I cheated on him. shit. I walked to my room silently. I don't even remember what I was gunna tell John now. certainly wasn't I love you. I don't think anyway. I heard a knock on my door. this late? "Um come in?" jimmy slipped in silently. I stared at him."hi?" he smiled and jumped onto my bed. "hey!" he leaned down and kissed me.

"Jimmy you know how much trouble we'd be in of my daddy came in here." "oh bethy we'll be fine." He pulled up my blankets and crawled in. He pulled me closer to cuddle. I stared into his eyes. I cheated on you, I cheated on you and you still love me. why are you so stupid. Beth he's not stupid your just a slut. he kissed me. I turned around and snuggled my back into his stomach. he sighed and wrapped his arms around me. Until the door swung open.

JOHNS POV

"Beth I need to te-" my mouth stopped moving when I saw her with jimmy in bed spooning. "never mind ill um, no just forget it haha sorry." I ran out embarrassed. I should've known it meant nothing I'm an idiot who got attached a beautiful girl who would ne'er date a redneck. I'm not worth her time and she knows it. Daryl knows it, and now I know it. I ran to robins too and laid down. she snuggled closer to my chest and I fell asleep to her tiny heart beat.

Me and robin slept In. I bolted upright and startled her. she rubbed her sleepy eyes alarmed. "what's wrong?" I looked down at her. "we slept in munchkin" she laid back down. She got up and grabbed her clothes. I helped her put them on and started to walk down the stairs. she grabbed my hand and I tensed. he pulled it back quickly looking ashamed. her face was hurt and her eyes teared. she started to run out the door. I chased her down and grabbed her hand. I pulled her towards me. "robin look at me" her eyes were brighter and wet. my face broke. "robin I know I don't seem like a good father figure but I'm trying so hard I really am. I'm not used to kids and I didn't have a good childhood either. I want yours to be way better then mine. do you understand?" she nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck. her wet tears finally spilling and going through my muscle shirt.

We walked to the camp as Shane came running back. "he escaped!" everyone turned to shames face bloody and damaged. "he took my gun and he ran!" daryl and Rick went running into the woods along with glenn. I handed robin to carol and grabbed my bow following them. I went with daryl and glenn. we found randy. his neck broken, no bites and he was a walker. there was blood on the trees and Shane's gun was nowhere to be found. we all have each other knowing looks and ran back to camp to warn everyone. robin ran and clutched my leg. daryl stared at me and kept going c.j ran up to him and hugged him lightly pecking his lips. he stared at her blushing. "don't you ever just run off like that daryl please!" I sighed. that's gotta be nice.

"Where's Carl!" Lori kept screaming. "Lori calm down, he probably went after Ri--" I was cut off by two gunshots . I started to run towards them till I saw the herd of walkers coming towards us I ran back. "everyone!" they looked at me. "WALKERS!!!" I screamed, they all started running. we gotta get to the house I picked up robin and ran to the trucks. i opened the door and threw her in. "don't open it for anything but our people ok?" she started to cry and nodded. I ran with my gun to help the girls who were surrounded. I grabbed loris hand and motioned for Ruth to come to. dragged them into the truck with robin and started to drive. "what about carl?" Lori yelled at me. "he's probably with Rick and shane, I'm just going to where we lost Sophia and wait to see if anyone comes. if no one does I promise well go back and look ok"

CARLS POV

I just shot shane! to save my dad. we were running to the barn and I grabbed baileys hand and tugged her away from the fire pit and told her to keep running. we got to the barn and my dad told us to dump out the fuel while he held the door then climb up. we did and he let go of the door and ran towards us. he lit it on fire and we were trapped. he ran to the front and looked out the window. jimmy pulled the Rv up to it and we jumped on. he started to pull away until we heard his scream. they got him. we all started to climb down the ladder. we ran for the last car and Hershel. I saw daryl and c.j leaving on his bike and carol leave with tdog Glenn and maggie. where was my mom? my dad dragged us in and we left. so much for a home.

JOHNS POV

We waited and Lori was getting restless. finally I heard Daryl's bike. c.j jumped off and ran to me and hugged me. Beth looked jealous. she didn't know about c.j and daryl. To c.j I was a little brother. she looked at Lori then everywhere. she didn't see bailey. I tear slipped down her cheek. "she's gone isn't she." I hugged her tighter we don't know that for sure. we heard another car coming and looked up. Maggie and Glenn got out holding hands with t-dog and carol behind them. I saw robin run up and hug daryl. he looked shocked then scooped her up and hugged her. he'd be a better dad then I would. I looked away and saw Beth. Maggie was holding her. she lost jimmy I felt for her but I'm not showing it. that's a mistake. one I've made tons of times.

I shot my head up to the sound of another Car. the door opened and Hershel Rick Carl and bailey come tumbling out. I run up and hug bailey and mess up carls hair. baileys like a little sister to me and I love her to death. carls my best bud. I can't lose these guys their part of our weird messed up little family we have going. I don't want to lose that. but I don't know if I'm ready for it. I might never be, but I can deal with it. it's not so bad.

"Where's Shane and jimmy?" Lori asked. "and Andrea and Patricia and dale." no one answered we all knew the answer to that question. they were gone.