The youngest dixon (a beth greene love story (the walking dead))

Idiot

I ran up the stairs to talk to Carl. I needed to talk to someone about Beth and he seemed like my best option. I walked into the room and Lori was in tears. I looked over to carl. he was having a seizure. "Help him!" I screamed. Lori ran to me and stopped before getting to carl. she wrapped her arms around me. I was fighting back tears.

"if Shane and Otis don't get back soon with the medicine we'll have to remove the bullet without it." Rick looked at him, tears forming in he sad eyes. "you said it wouldn't work." Hershel looked at him. "were going to have to take a chance."

I ran down the stairs and out the front door. I sank to my knees in the front yard. "AHHHHHHHH!" I screamed at the sky with my hands tangled and pulling at my hair. "john are you ok?" I turned to Beth looking at her with tears in her worried eyes. i hid my face in my hands. "I'm fine what ya want?" I drawled. she stared at me.

"john I care about you and I'm worried. can you tell me what's wrong." my head shot up. "Drop it girlie you don't care about me you see me as a lost hurt puppy that's needs help. I'm not any of those things and I don't need you." she walked off hurt. why am I such an idiot.

A truck pulled in and Shane got out. "Shane!" he looked at me. "What's wrong john?" he seemed distracted and annoyed. where's the Otis guy. anyway,"carls not doing well they need that medicine and stuff now!" he looked worried then Darted in the house. I ran out to daryl. "are you gunna help me look for Sophia john.?" he looked tired. "ya I'll go come on Daryl."

We hitched up two horses and went out. he handed my a regular hunting bow. "if u see game get it and try to avoid your gun ok." I looked at him "were splitting up?" he sighed. "ya we can cover more ground that way and I need time to think. fine he can be that way. I started to go down one trail. my horse stopped and reared up making me fall off and slide down a hill. I hit my head on a rock and fell asleep.

"John get your ass up!" Merle? I opened my eyes. Merle and Daryl were staring at me. "Why are you such a nuisance baby brother. you listen to every thing they tell you. didn't I teach ya' better?" I stared at him and growled. "no Merle you prick you didn't you we're always gone! and you Daryl you ran away and left me there! I wanted to die and I almost ended it. It was hard being alone and I always was!" I screamed. They stared and laughed. then they vanished.

I opened my eyes. and a walker was chewing on my boot. I kicked it in the face as two more came through the trees. the sun was slowly setting. I groaned and took out my knife. the close one was easy to take out. I plunged my knife into his eye. blood was all over my hands and it stunk. I was on the verge of puking. the other two came towards me slowly. My ankle was twisted and it hurt to walk. I threw my knife and it plunged into ones head.

That was dumb now I was weaponless. The walker trudged to me in the river and tried to bite me. I pushed it back and it tackled me. it had to be at least three hundred pounds this walker was huge. I couldn't push it off. I grabbed a rock by my hand and smashed its face in even after it quit moving I kept hitting it and hitting it. I had to get back before dark.

I was climbing up the bank and my ankle was killing me. I found my bow I dropped and my arrows. I picked them up and kept limping east towards the farm. I heard a rustling behind me and I closed my eyes. I give up I can't do it. it's to dark and I'm to tired to think I closed my eyes and the darkness swallow me."john" I heard a whisper and the. Nothing. I couldn't hear a thing.