Days Without You.

day 2

my second day without you.

at least in the way I want you to be.

the morning wasn't so great. I just needed your attention for a few seconds and still your tone sounded angry. I don't know if you really were but, that's what I heard. I'm sorry if I heard wrong.

at lunch you smiled at me and I took it as a good thing. the only smile that gives me butterflies tbh.

also I talked to her. one of your best friends I guess. she told me that you aren't the same. and that it's like you haven't moved on either. she says that you look in my direction a lot.

but then again, your first, you and her are close. and all you ever do is stay beside her and laugh with her. I want that for us even if we don't exist anymore.

another time today, I asked something from you. and you just treated me like I was some stranger. you didn't give a lot of respect and I kinda was hurt by that.

we're also group mates now so you have to at least talk to me a little right?

your friends are helping me get you back. I'll love you forever.

- Belle