Days Without You.

day 10

and the 10th day.

I still miss you like crazy.

the whole day, you stuck around me. every time I go somewhere, you're there behind me with your arms over my shoulders.

I have to admit that my heart always races when that happens. every break time, you'd want to walk with me. and you'd get upset when you don't get to walk with me.

you even talked to me and looked at me intently. then I looked down at our hands and I saw that you placed your hand on mine. I don't know if you meant it but, my heart just wanted to burst.

in a good way.

then, it was time for us to go home. you wanted to walk with me again. as we walked, you had your arm around me again. I looked over at you and said,

"do you miss me?"

you looked at me with a look that I can't really describe. "no..." was what you replied. it sounded unsure but, I don't really know.

you're confusing me.

is this your game? is this your plan? to play with the feelings I have left for you?

I don't even know if you know. these feelings are something I can't just scream to the whole world.

this is all I have to say.

I'll love you forever.

- Belle