Days Without You.

day 5

5th day.

this day was surprisingly, good.

you actually decided to talk to me today.

this morning you just looked at me...

and didn't stop.

you were just staring at me the whole time. even if I looked away, I still felt your eyes piercing through me. I don't know why you did but, you did.

it was in the afternoon when you decided to talk.

you mouthed things to me like, "let's call later." and "let's snapchat later." and we made faces at each other. all our friends kept looking at us and wondered what we were doing.

when they finally realized, they teased me. of course they teased me. they know that I'm still into you.

you don't know how happy you make me. you can literally yawn and I'll have a smile on my face. then one of our friends told you that I still miss you.

which is actually true.

you looked over at me and mouthed, "you miss me?"

there, I was fucked. I didn't know what to say. I just decided to make a face at him and not answer his question.

then you acted like your asshole-y self again. you grabbed my notebook, without asking me, and dared to even read it. my notebook had secrets that I can't show you because it's about you.

you'd find me creepy and of course, I didn't want that.

I threw away the page that you weren't allowed to see. then you still went to the damn garbage bin and picked up the papers I threw. you thankfully ripped them without having to read it.

I went out of the room because I just didn't want to be there at that time. when I came back, you kept saying sorry. I kept telling you it as okay but, you didn't believe me. lol.

it's okay, you eventually did.

you don't know but, as I'm writing this, I'm talking to you. we're actually calling each other. like old times.

of course, you know I miss you.

but what you don't know is,

I'll love you forever.

- Belle