Days Without You.

day 18

18th day.

this wasn't a really nice day with you. you ignored me almost the whole day. you didn't acknowledge my presence and didn't really care if I was there.

it was just like when I first saw you after our break.

you were mostly with the boys, k, and z.

now, here's what ticked me off.

a little birdie told me that one of our friends gossiped behind my back to you, k, and z. and that little birdie also told me that k and z laughed at what I did.

I understand that you don't have to defend me, but acting as if it was okay for them to just react like that? they even called me plastic! they outed me and you didn't say a thing about it.

is that how much you don't care?

you even accused me of flirting with someone. I'm don't even like him that way! and you have the fucking guts to tell me that I'm flirting? what the actual hell.

you also left for Japan tonight. I prayed that you'd have a safe flight and an enjoyable trip.

I also heard that you are joining the cheer dance? I'm part of it. but, why are you joining? you never wanted to and your mom would never allow. at least that's what you told me.

anyways,

I hope you can fix your fucking attitude.

don't be a motherfucking asshole. if you have something to say, say it to my fucking face.

I don't know if I can say that I'll love you forever.

- Belle