Days Without You.

day 8

8th day.

it's the eighth day. you should be proud of me for not breaking and crumbling right in front of you.

we've gotten closer. today, you talked to me a lot.

you even put your arm around me. you actually gave me physical touch. but, you like bullying me lol. you hit me (in a friendly way tho.)

it was like before.

except that we're only friends. and that I'm the only one who has feelings for the other. which is really upsetting.

I love that we're closer now though. I guess that's good enough.

I wonder how you're doing with all this though. I also have a feeling you'll get back together with her. your ex.

I wish that you'd get back with me but, I know that that's not happening. I know that you don't have any feelings for me anymore.

and I don't they'll come back anytime now.

sure wish that they do though.

I wonder what'd going through your head. I wonder what you're thinking about when you see me or when you hear my name. I wonder if you think of me as someone that you don't really care about.

or someone that you miss.

but, most likely not.

I really miss you though. I miss it when you say 'I love you'. you used to mouth the words from across the room, just to let me know that you love me.

but, now, of course, you don't.

but still,

I'll love you forever.

- Belle