Days Without You.

day 1

it's my first day of school again and it's my first day without you here.

I don't know how you do it. I don't know how you go around the school as if nothing ever happened. now we're classmates and I have to survive a whole year with you in the same room. what's even more upsetting is that you said we'd still be close and now, you're just there talking to your other friends.

I'm jealous of her too. the girl you always talk to. you guys getting in trouble together and being so close to each other.

I still love you so much. I still wanna be with you. but I know that you don't want me anymore.

another thing that stings is that you're going around saying that I ended what we had.

no, I gave you an option. I told you that if you don't want this, then just ignore this message. and you did! so, I took it that you don't want me anymore.

don't go around telling lies.

 your friends are telling me you're not yourself.

they're telling me that you don't seem like yourself when they ask you what's up with us. it hurts to hear that you're not the same because of what happened.

yes, I still care. I still love you. I just don't understand why this has affected you when you really don't care.

at least you made it seem that you don't care.