Days Without You.

day 27

27th day.

so, I have no idea where to start.

okay, there's this one person reading this. you know who you are. (special shoutout lol)

anyways.

cheer practice today.

not a lot of us came, but we proceeded anyways.

we both were at school and yet we saw each other once.

so, this boy, he made sure I was okay a while ago. I was literally about to pass out a while ago. he stayed with me while I was resting and he wanted to make sure I was okay.

and you on the other hand, I passed by you a while ago. I was pale as hell. I couldn't even see straight. and all you did was high five me and walk away.

I get home and you message me. you say you want to see my face. you say you want to me see. you're all sad because I won't be in the same place as you.

bitch, make up your damn mind.

you don't like me. you don't have feelings for me. right?

and yet you say, "let's go out." let's go on a date." and you say you're serious.

fucksake.

I don't understand you. you say one thing and do the complete opposite. I mean, I'm not mad, but you're fucking me over.

I don't get you anymore. I really want to get things clear. I'm already starting to fall for someone, but you're stopping me. like you're not directly stopping me, but ugh this is hard to explain.

I need things to be clear.

please help me on this.

- Belle