Days Without You.

day 26

26th day.

you have me fucked up.

I don't even know with you anymore. like, you confuse the hell out of me.

a while ago, you wanted me to go with you. so, I said sure.

it was just us, walking. we reached a floor and you wanted a hug? and you wanted one from me?

I'm confused now.

can you please not fuck me over? I'm doing my best to move on and live, but you won't let me. I don't get you. I know you don't have feelings, but why act like this?

are you still playing me? are you afraid to see me with someone new? I don't understand. please tell me. you don't know how hard this is for me since you didn't feel it as much as I did.

your feelings faded. and yet, you said that you still wanted to be with me. you lead me on. how the hell am I supposed to get over that? especially when you're making it seem like I'm your property.

like, why care now? why care when I'm moving on? why care when I have found someone else? why care now? tell me and maybe I would understand.

you wouldn't leave my side.

you're just there like you're stuck forever. you said that if I ever found someone, you'd support me. and yet, you're keeping me away from them.

please tell me what's happening. please tell me what's going on in your head. please tell me how you're feeling.

make me understand.

- Belle