Days Without You.

day 23

23rd day.

so, z is back.

but, surprisingly, you still stuck around me.

yeah, you talked her and stayed with her at times, but you were with me as well. you talked to me a lot. which I really liked.

I don't know why our friends are saying this, but they say that you still have feelings for me. which I know isn't true. you said it yourself, you have no feelings for me.

but, hearing those things from your best friends, boosts my hopes up a little more. I know it's unhealthy, but I don't know how to stop.

it's been 23 days and I still weep at night because you're gone.

it sounds so pathetic of me, I know. but, I can't help it. I see you everyday and you hang around me everyday. I can't help, but to feel like this. I mean, look at me.

I'm writing these letters to you and yet you don't see them. just pathetic of me.

but, things would be so different if you knew about this. you wouldn't be so nice and 'clingy'.

I'd rather not extended this further. let's save that for another time.

I'll love you forever.

- Belle