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i spent the next day, alone, and only breathing.
no tears, no talking, no nothing.
just breathing, looking up at the same ceiling with lidded dull eyes.
some eyelashes stuck together, and my hair was a mess, but i couldn't care less.
it was monday.
six more days.
my mind was in a haze, and i tried so desperately to hold onto any thoughts lazily passing through my head, but i couldn't.
everything was now sinking in,
and it all sunk too deep.
