not just a memory( r5 fanfic)

chapter 12

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I sat in the chair as amity pinned up my braid into a bun . today was the big day . I was in my silky blue dress and my silver wedges . my make up that amity just did is smokey black eye shadow and some lip gloss . a little blush but not to heavy . I had pearls in my hair . I looked absoultly stunning . like I would wear this to my wedding if that is possible . " and done " she spun me around to see myself . I stood up in admirance of myself . " you look stunning Holly , your mom must be proud ." I turn to face her . " thank you amity . you are so nice now " I hug her . " I've been working on it " she smiled . she hugged me back and then let me go . now go bring in Hannah let me work on her ". ( a/n the dress Holly is wearing is a dark blue version of elsa's ice dress from let it go in frozen ) I nod and walk out the room to get Hannah . " Holly ! you look ---- beautiful " Hannah exclaims rushing over to me . ( see what I did there ) " only if ross could see me now " I laugh . " he would drool " Hannah laughs . " thanks Hannah . amity says it's your turn : I tell her . she nods . " is Haley here yet " I ask . " no . I don't think she is coming " Hannah frowns . " okay . go now . can't wait to see what you look like " I tell her pushing her in the room . " thanks now go check on the boys " amity smiles . I nod and walk over to the boy's room where Johns mom is working . " hello dear . OH ! HOLLY LOOK AT YOU  you look beautiful " she hugs me . " thanks miss reed." I hug back . " your gonna have to call me nana soon " she smiles . " do you need help on the boys " I ask . " yes can you give them the pep talk everything else if finished and I need to help your mom " she tells me . she heads out the door and I walk over to the boys . " oh my gosh you look pretty Holly " the gasp . that's the first compliment I have ever heard from them . " thank you . and you 2 look very nice " I smile . " no you do know John is moving in with us after today he is our new dad " I tell them . they nod . " okay . now be on your best behavior and then act twice as better . this is a very important day and mom well be very disappointed if you ruin this day for her . do not run off playing . no talking during the ceremony , do not mess up your outfit , do not goof off , no rude comments , be nice , do not give anybody a hard time . do what you are told . basically be the good little boys you never were okay " I tell them . they nod again and I stand up to leave . " if ross could see you now , he would be very lucky to be with you . we love you sissy " they tell me . " I turn around with tears in my eyes . " thank you boys . and I love you with all my heart . no matter what . I will always love you . " I run over aand hug them tightly before I leave the room . I wipe my eyes so I didn't mess up my make up . Hannah exits the room in a silk dress like mine with her hair in a French braid . she looked very pretty . she ws of course wearing silver wedges like mine and he make up was more golden and lighter than mine since im older and she is younger . " brava " I clap as she exits . " whatever I don't look half as good as you do " she rolls her eyes . " no your right , you look better " I smile . she smiles too . " thanks but stop over doing it " she laughs . " hey guys " bella walked over . she was wearing a green version of me . she had a green silk dress like mine . silver wedges . her hair in a braided bun like mine . her make up like mine .  " hey bella ready to be my sister " I ask . " I guess . I am so used to getting whatever I want . I am the only child . the only girl in my family " she shrugs . ' well not anymore " Hannah smiles . " if only Haley could be here " I sigh . " she is all you talk about . is she your best friend " bella asks . " ever since ross moved " I tell her . she nods . " if only he could see you now " she smiled sweetly . " maybe he should . instagram it " she tells me . my face lights up . I put my arm around Hannah and we hold our white roses . bella snaps the picture and posted it on her instagram , my instagram , nad Hannah's . she sent eh picture to us too . " already getting comments " she raises her eyebrow and shows it to me . " Holly Thomas ? " ross_lynch . " OMG THEY ARE SO PRETTY " rydel_lynch . " OMG MY SISTERS . WHISH I COULD B THERE !!!" haybub369 . " you guys are sups pretty " crazygirl15 . " whats the occasion " sugercanesweetheart . etc ................. " that's awesome !" I hug bella . " best idea ever " . " it's what I do " she shrugs . we bust out laughing . then mom enters the room her blonde hair was curled and covered with a see through veil that covered half of her face . her dress was frilly with flowers at the top with glittery drawm diamonds sketched across it . it was a mermaid tail so it flowed out at the bottom . she wore whit pearls for a necklace and bracelet . she had open toe white heels . she was beautiful . I slapped my hand over my mouth . " uh . mom " I said through tears . me and Hannah ran over to her engulfing her in a huge hug . " you look so beautiful " I tell her . " and so do you " she smiled . she had a lump in her through holding back tears . she was stunning . the music started . " alright Holly and bella . go together . Hannah follow behind . amity with Derek . josalanne with cody . mary kate with james . and arieal with will . " mom ordered . we quickly found our place . in the order of brides and groomsmen they went first . then the parents . miss reed was gonna walk her down the asile . . after grandma , and mister reed went then was us . we plucked from our white roses and through them in the air . we made our way to the stage . and the everyone stood up for my mom . she came down the aisle and it started . I toned out the preacher he was getting to boring . soon I saw them kiss and we clapped . I secretly snapped a picture on my phone of that . then we took pictures . when all of that was over we finally got to party . we danced to the music that was currently playing lady antabellem . I don't remember the name of the song . I think it was last kiss. " father daughter dance ! bella and John !!!!" the DJ said she went over to dance . " oldest daughter and mother dance , Holly and Harper " he added . I walked over to mom . " may I have this dance " I bowed . " of course " she laughs . " I can't believe I finally have a dad " I exclaim . " I can't believe your so grown now . seems like just yesterday you were my little girl needing me to tie your shoes and now it's look at me im Holly im 14 " she says crying tears of joy . " aww mom I will always be your little girl " I tell her . " I just wish Haley was here on this special moment " she sighed . " I know I miss her as much as you do ma " I smile . " whatever happened to mommy " she asked . " it's just not my thing anymore " I shrug . ' I know . I jus wish it was " " don't worry im not leaving you . I have a few years left " I assure her . " your right . " she sighs . " I will always love you Holly " she tells me . " I will always love you " I smile . " SWITCH !" says mister DJ . " be right back "I laugh and she spins me over to John . " hello there " he smiles catching my hand and im back to waltz . " hey dad " I laugh . " so how do you feel ........ with me being you dad " he asks . " nothing I can't warm up to that's for sure " I tell him . " good . how would you like the last name of reed " he asks. " I would love it " I smile and nod at him . " you better take care of my mom " I tell him . " I promise with all my heart " he tells me . " so I heard you planned the wedding " he asks spinning me . " yep . I was feeling down then amity came inside and thought lets plan the wedding it will make you feel better . so I did from the top of my head and here we are now " I explain . " here we are " he repeats . " I hope your better than my actual father " I tell him . " whatever happened to him " he asked . " when I was in primary school age 7 . we were called to go to the office . dad was waiting so we could go see the twins when the were born . he got pulled over sent to jail for all the un paid tickets he had . tried to escape and got sot so he died " I tell him . he nods understandingly . " HANNAH AND HARPER " called the DJ . I smiled and politely left the dance floor . me and bella sat in a corner and talked . " so sis . you got room in your bedroom " she asked . " I guess you'll be sleeping there huh ?" I ask . " yea " she nods . " I will always have room . but what about the house you live in " I ask. " selling it " she answers . "oh " I nod . " yea we don't need 2 houses dad spent enough on the rings " she laughed . " yea  I get it " I nod again . " so when are you gonna see those lynches again huh " she nudges me . " like never " I shrug . " oh common you will see them again " she smiles . " I doubt it you don't really want to see the person that said goodbye through a note " I sigh . " okay I have taken on the duty to make you and ross make up and soon make out " she laughs . " no please no I am over him " I tell her . " not buying it . you mention lynch everyday if you were over it then you wouldn't do that " she says making her point . " so what " I shrug . " you like ross . you never lose feelings for your first lov-" I cut her off . " im just a memory bella " I raise my voice . " im just saying you can be  more than a memory if you cared " she pulled out her cell phone and went on instagram bringing up our picture . there in the comment section " Holly Thomas ? " ross_lynch . " yep , but not fo long !!!!" bella typed on his comment . " how r u ?" he asked . " see he didn't forget " she showed me . " im over ross " I scream . she had accidently pressed the microphone on her phone and it automatically sent . my eyes went wide . I snached the phone from her and quickly typed . " ross Brandon is my awkward friend" bellaboo . " ?" ross_lynch . " nvm " I typed . " how is she " ross_lynch . and I left no answer . I handed her phone back to her . " nice save " she laughs . " yea " soon it was time to leave . the church said it would clean up for us . we were the last ones to leave . I walked outside in the dark with my new family and old family . I held onto Hannah's hand and we walked to the car by the street . " ahhh " Hannah tripped over a huge rock . her phone which was in her hand slid and cracked into the street . she pulled herself back up and started running in the street . " HANNAH WHAT ARE YOU DOING !!" I ask worried . " getting my phone . " she shrugged . I saw headlights in the near distance , " HANNAH GET OUT OF THE STREET!" I YELL ONCE MORE . she picks up her phone and starts to walk back to me . but it was to late a car hit her and drove away . " HANNAH !" I screamed running over to her . " HANNAH ! HANNAH NO PLEASE NOOOOO !!!!!!" I cryed . " HANNAH !" everyone ran over to me  and Hannah as lifeless as possible . " 911 !!!! MY DAUGHTER HAS GOTTEN HIT BY A CAR AND SHE ISN'T MOVING COME QUICK !!!!!!" dad called . a few long minutes sirens came and we as climbed in the ambulance that took us to the hospital . we sat in the waiting room . taping our feet rapidly . squirming around . breathing as fast a possible . heart beating fast enough to explode . " Hannah Thomas " asked a nurse . we all stood up . we followed her in front of Hannah's  room  . she held her clip board close with a sad fron on her face . " I am so so sorry , but Hannah has internal bleeding close to her heart and a punctured lung . she is banged up pretty bad and there is only a 2 % chance she will make it " she said in sorrow . " NO !NO ! LET ME SEE HER !!!!!" I scream . she opened the door and I ran inside . " Hannah if you hear me . then stay with me , stay awake . please don't die on me . please don't die on me Hannah please don't do this to me . why didn't you listen to me Hannah why !!!!! please . I love you so much Hannah don't do this to me please Hannah PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!" I cry into her small arm . " BEEP ! BEEP ! BEEP ! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! the heart monitar stops . " get out of the room , now ma'am please leave " 3 docters took me away . " NO ! HANNAH ! HANNNNNNNNNAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I cry as the close the door and leave me out side with my family . " she-she she's dead " I sob into bella's shoulder . she held me in a tight hug . " this can't be happening . " mom said in disbelief . she broke down in tears with me but dad held her to comfort . " why " I whisper .

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" Hannah rhylee Thomas . she was a friend , a loving daughter , a loving sister , but not only was she these things . she was an angel from our dearest lord . we gather here today in honnerance of Hannah for her life on earth . she is partying in heaven with god and the angel , she will never be in pain again . and a for those loved ones close to Hannah we will forever have an empty hole in our hearts for her . she would have wanted you guys to know she loved you . in her words ' don't cry for me , for we will see each other one day again . I love you all ' rest in peace Hannah " the preacher said .

R.I.P

Hannah Rhylee Thomas

1994- 2008 age 13

'don't cry for me , for we will see

each other again one day . I love you all .

until then , goodbye '

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poor Hannah she was so young . I hope you are alert now . what will happen next . I know what mwhahahahaha guess your gonna have to read on to find out . comment , vote , give me feedback I love you all

~ kate