not just a memory( r5 fanfic)

chapter 19

it has been a week since me and Ross kissed . remember when he said he would try to get out of long distance ? yea well he hasn't even tried to talk to mama storm about it . im convinced that he won't have time . he leaves today!! but not a word from Ross has spoken . i sit glumly on our sofa staring at the window and what lays outside . " okay whats up with you miss mopey pants",Bella asks breaking the silence that once surrounded me . " nothing bell just leave me alone" I say annoyed . " is it because Ross is leaving" she asks. dang she had to bring that up ! " no . why would i be sad that my best friend/ admitted crush is leaving me again after asking me out , out of nowhere and then t ells me he would find away to make us work , and then doesn't even try " i ask  sarcastically . " chill out holly ,im sure everything will be fine . " ITS NOT FINE BELLA!! " i shout . " what are you afraid of?" she asks calmly. " im afraid of what i knew was gonna happen to happen" i.sigh . " and what are you afraid of happening " she asks. " of continuing to be just a memory " i frown. " but holly your not a memory " she protests . " save it bell we both know its true . " i argue .  Ross's face appeared in the window i was staring at. he was waving at me . " speaking of Ross" Bella laughs. i look back at her and then at Ross. i then stand up and walk outside where Ross was . " whats up " i ask him . " well today is our last day so i thought we could hang" he says casually . " what ! that's it ! " i ask a bit heart broken. " what" Ross frowns . " UGH! you just don't get it !" i run my hands through my hair frustratedly .  " im confused" he says dumbfounded . " A WEEK AGO YOU WERE TELLING ME YOU WOULDN'T STOP TILL WE WERE TOGETHER !!! WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THAT !!" i ask more like scream . he scratched the back of his neck . " well you see what had happened was ........" he trailed off . " ross . I can't do this anymore . you are way to complicated . whatever I thought was gonna happened between us , you and me , is over . I don't want to be in your love hate relation ship if we fight and make up all the time . I cancelled my date with shane for you  . " I tell him. " holly! look famous people get busy okay . i am sorry . now i have to go since my best friend doesn't want to hang with me " he rolls his eyes and walks away . " yea i would love to meet her " i say to myself . BOYS!!! " 'H' don't worry about him he's not worth it " bella said from behind me . " yea . not,worth it " i sigh and follow her back inside. that was brief.

2hours later

" HOLLY SIENNA REED GET YOUR BUTT DOWN HERE NOW!!!!" bella screamed at me . " FINE BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW YOU ENTERUPTED HUNGER GAME TIME!" i yell back . nobody enterups me from an amazing book . i flop downstairs and find bella on the couch watching TV . " what do you want bella , katniss.and peeta were about to kiss " i ask folding my arms . she waved me over to her and the TV . she rewinds a little bit of what ever it is and plays it . " and now to see what lucky person is gonna join us on tour !"  rocky says from a podium . riker places his hand in a bowl and picks out a strip of paper . he shows it to the rest of the band and ross for some reason goes sad eyed . " our winner is ....... lauren hayes . we will see you on tour and remember to bring a friend . " rocky bites his lip . a chorus of awws comes from the crowd . my face drops . " oops backed up to far i.meant to show you this" bella says and it goes to mom on a commercial . " isn't it great " she asks . " they could have brought me on tour but instead they ... they have a contest. and didn't tell me " i ask. " i entered you ! " she smiles . " and i didn't win did i ".i sigh . the door suddenly opens i hoped it was ross but it wasn't . it was mom . " okay so my commerial is up but they want advertisements everywhere so me , your dad and the twins are going to new york but we have no more room so we are letting the lynches take you guys for a few months"  she says fastly . " how long" i ask . "  a few months but they leave in an hour so go pack as much as you can and be back here soon okay ".she says . we run up,to our room and pack everything we saw , needed , and love . i had my 4 yellow suitcases full of all my clothes and sleep stuff . i had 1 pink backpack with my hair stuff . 1 blue backpack with my accessories : hats , jewlery , belts , clips , etc . 1 black packpack of electronics and things to do . and.1 orange backpack full of converse . when i finshed packing a stumbled downstairs with everything at once . and then fell . all my things on top of me . " ouch ...... im fine ........help ",i gasp . more weight stumbled on me . " sorry it slipped i will help you though" it was bella . she picked up all of the things on top of me . one by one . one by one . when i could finally breathe again i stood up and carried down my things carefully this time . bella got her fallen suitcase and followed me down as well . she had 3 suitcases and 6 backpacks . " alright now go now the bus is about to leave . i love you both . be good . text me every night and we will be back soon ".mom hugged us and we set off towards the lynchs tour bus . mom waved at us until the tour bus blocked us from her view . we approached the blondes a familiar brunette and the other guy . " holly ? what are you doing her with , those . you didn't win " ross asks . " hey ross what are you doing in this band you didn't win " I mimck him then roll my eyes and walk up to rydel . " so rydel im thinking girls celebration we're back together !" I smile . " I thought you were staying here in Littleton " she asks . " didn't you hear " I ask then lean my head back in the direction of ross who was behind me . " my mom is gonna be in new York for a few months and so im coming with yall won't it be fun !" I exclaim . " no way ! your kidding right " she asks excitedly . " nope " I smile fro ear to ear and pop the 'p' . " this is great ! " she happy dances making me laugh . " hey holly come here " riker says waving me over to him rocky and the other guy . i walk over to them . " sup riker , rocky ,...........guy " i bob my head up . " oh right , holly this is ellington but we call him ratliff his last name . he's the drummer in our band " riker tells me . we shake hands and then i ask , " so what you need " i ask . " we would like to know what you think the best transition is . i think airplane , rik here thinks flying car , and rat thinks unicorn " he asks . " so i'm here to solve a argument".i ask . " that is correct " rocky answers . " well then you're all wrong , the answer is simple ......... a flying poptart kitty that poops rainbows " i answer . " agreed " ratliff guy says . " that is the weirdest , yet coolest thing i have ever heard " riker nods . " respect " rocky bro hugs me . " well that's what i do " i gloat poping my jacket . " so , your staying with us " riker asks . " sadly " i sigh . " hey! hurtful ! " an over dramatic rocky says putting his hand over his heart like he's doing the pledge of allegiance . " its not you guys its rikers younger twin " i sigh . " even depressed your funny " rocky laughs . " yea well.... what can i say" i smirk flipping my hair making everyone laugh . " guys seriously though " i frown . " you'll be fine holly if you have problems tell me so i can talk to my ......... twin " he says slowly . " no your younger twin " i correct him . " right ....." he says unsurely . a black car pulls up and a mexican skin girl with black hair climbs out . she wore a white blouse with a black leather jacket ,.black skinny jeans and combat boots . she looked around 17 and she wasn't ugly that's for sure . no she was gorgeous . her hair was long and her black eyes were innocent . i heard a whistle behind me . it was ross . " hi im lauren hayes i won the contest " she said with a thick american accent . ross pushed.me back to get close to her . " im ross "