not just a memory( r5 fanfic)

chapter 23

3 months later ~~~~

so guys it's been 3 months on tour with ross and lauren and the rest of r5 an ryland. ya know what lets just say i have been on tour with a bunch of famous people and a contest winner. anyways that means 3 months on a tour bus . 3 months without my parents , brothers , and bella. 3 months with very tall people. and 3 months with ross. i have come closer to ross during these 3 long stupid months. not as close as we used to be. not yet probably not ever. but we are certainly less fustrated with each other. we don't have many arguments . and i love that . so does he . takes the stress off of both of us :). anyways back to reality

~REALITY~

" no !!!!! do not open the door! somethings gonna happen. martha your gonna die !! DON'T YOU DARE ! DON'T YOU DARE !" a scary thing jumped on her and ate her . " NOOOOO!!!!!!! I TOLD YOU NOT TO OPEN THE DOOR !!! this is your fault. you basically killed yourself!" i shout at the tv. i was watching a horror movie . i don't know the name. i just turned on the tv and it was on and i was too lazy to change it. " what ... are .. you ... doing?" ross asked entering the back off the bus . he gave me a look saying ' your crazy ' . which i am so i totally respect that . " im NOT yelling at martha because she opened a door and getting eatin by some evil spirit even though i told her not to if thats what your asking " i shrug sarcastically. " thats great cause i wasn't asking " he laughs and sits beside me. " noooo...... get awaay frroooomm meeeeeeeeee" i say pushing him away . but i failed cause he is 20 000 times stronger than me . meatphorically speaking of course ." dude. you couldn't move a marsh mellow what makes you think you can move me ?" he asks . " i can too move a marshmellow! and i have no idea but moving you isn't working so can you help me out and move " i ask him nicely . " aww holly why would i do that i like sitting here its very comfey " he smirks. i growel at him. " your an ass " i roll my eyes and get up and move. " what type? a donkey or a butt ?" man he asks the stupidest questions . " both" i answer not caring . " so im a donkey butt? or a butt donkey " he states looking strait forward. he says that like he syas it everyday of his life . i leave it silent for maybe 3 seconds and then we look at each other and start laughing. " whats going on in here ---- ewwwwwww did i see what i just think i saw" lauren was talking about the movie i was watching . " depends on what you saw " i shrug . " a bunch of cockroaches craweling out of that girls eye" she pauses for a second and wacthes the movie until a scary face pops on the screen . " EW EW EWWWW. OKAY GOODBYE!" she turns off the tv and tosses the ramote on the couch like it was a buring hot object in her hand . " why would you do that i was watching that !" i frown . lauren gave me the crazy look ross gave me earlier . " are you nuts who would watch that " she shivers. " me . i would watch it . i was watching it . but im to lazy to turn it back on so now im bored " i sigh. " how about you read a book " lauren suggest . " whats a book ?" of course i knew what book was. thats just my way of saying no. " practice lines with me for A&A ?" ross asks. " no thanks . i will just take a nap , nighty night " i lay down in my spot and close my eyes. " its afternoon " lauren state some technical stuff i don't care about . " im sleeping didn't hear you " i say. " have a nice sleep then ?" she walked out of the room and i was left alone with sleep taking over me.

ROSS'S POV

i watched holly fall asleep on the couch for a few minutes. that sounds creepy but its not at all. she looks so peacful. i remember watching her sleep when we were littler . i would wake up in the morning and she would still be sleeping . i always told myself to wake her up but she looked so peacful and i didn't want to ruin that. eventually i got up and went to the dining area where i found ratliff sneaking an afternoon snack . " he e-rat can we talk ?" he looked suprised. " don't tell anyone i was here no one can know about this" he says protectivly looking at his food- popcorn - . " dude you come in here everyday to get something to eat everybody already knows " i tell him. " oh..... well then umm.... soo what did you want to talk about ?" he asks changing the subject. " its about holly. i know she wants to take it slow and be friends but i think im really fallin for her dude " i tell him. " do you really wanna be with holly ?" he asks. i nod. i really do. i just have to . something tells me she is the one. but its hard cause she won't accept it. " well then write her a song " he says in a ' DUH' manner. " really ? you think that would work ?" i ask. " deffinantly. thats how kelly agreed to dating me. well besides my amazing looks and sexy features. and adorable peronailty, which you have none of those. your best chance is a song " he tells me. i roll my eyes. i have amazing looks and sexy features . im adorable inside and out . im a nice guy . i love pandas. and i like to think of myslef funny. but that doesn't matter now . i nod slowly. " will you help me?" i ask. " woah dude. im just the drummer. tell riker what you just told me . he will help you " i nod again . " thanks man " i bro hug him and run off to find riker .

RIKER'S POV

" your going down rock!" i tell him. i was playing black ops with rocky on the xbox . " no way dude . im gonna crush you !" he protests. " riker ?" " riker ?" " oh there you are riker ! i need your help ASAP!" ross says hurridly . " not now bro im beating rocky at a game " i roll my eyes still focusing on the screen. " i seriously need your help " he pleads. i pause the game and look at him to continue . the he leans down and whispers in my ear so nobody hears what he is saying but me. " i need your help writing a song for holly. im falling hard . i need her riker !" he whispers. i look at him and nod. " sorry rock i have to beat you later " i drop my controller on my seat. " why ? " i look at ross he nods. " im helping ross write a song for holly " i whisper. his eys go big. " can i help ? " ross nods. he grabs his guitar . i get a pencil and a notepad and we walk off the bus and under a near by tree . " lets get started"