not just a memory( r5 fanfic)

chapter 26

( a/n : while ross continues to write the song and express his feelings towards holly there will be alot of ross's povs :] )

ROSS'S POV

it was like 3 am in the morning and i just couldn't sleep. even with holly in my arms . i really want to be with her. take her off the single list. make her mine. but that just can't happen yet . we just rolled into paris . thats the next stop on our list . i really want to start making the song again. we need to start the chorus . i wiggle out out of bed making sure not to wake holly and tip toe to rikers not pad . i take it away and walk into the kitchen. i set down the note pad on the table and grab a glass of water. ahh refreshing . now what should the chorus be like? lets see .... ugh ! i need rocky ! maybe i should just skip the chorus . the guys can help me with that later. i will just start the second verse. hmm lets see.....

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I GOT NOTHING!! " i know i will wake rocky. i creep back to the bunks and lightly shaake rocky. " hmohjkhjkk" me mumbles. " rocky wake up!" i whisper yell and shake him harder. he slightly opens his eyes. " dude why are you awake its like 3 am " he groans. " i need help working on the song. i can't stop writing it until ya know .... it's done and we can preform it " i tell him . after awhile he just gave up and climbed down from his bunk to come and help me. we walk back to the kitchen area and rocky splashes himself with cold water to wake himself fully then joins me minutes later. " so i skipped the chorus for now but i need help with the 2nd verse. " i tell him. " okay why not answer a few questions " he asks. " okay what questions"  i ask. " would you take another girl that is diffrent and ordinary or predictable in terms of speaking?" he asks. " yea i guess i could but i would rather perfer being with holly" i shrug. " hand me the note pad" i give it to him and watch him jot stuff down. he handed it back with more notes written on it : could take predictable but rather holly . try to bare the pain . " try to bare the pain?" i ask. " the pain of not being with holly but with someone else " he explains i just shrug and keep it there. " if you were to go shopping with her ( not that she goes shopping) what would make her diffrent" he questions. " well i guess. okay .. umm??? " i stutter. " like when you look around " he continues. " oh ! well the mannequins they all look alike dressed in new clothes and stuff. so i guess its the style maybe? i don't know. like she has a one of a kind style to her . that makes no sence " i laugh at the last part. " i can kinda make out what you mean. is it that she has her own way of doing things. she isn't like everybody else ?" he asks. " sure lets go with that " he writes down . all mannequins are the same but holly has her own way of doing things she is one of a kind. " anything else. anything that your happy about ?" he asks. " im happy that even thought she isn't technically mine. she is mine because we have a special friendship---- for now ---" i tell him. he writes more stuff . ross is lucky because holly is his not technically but as friends. " what i have an idea ! " he smiles. " wow you made something out of the useless stuff i gave you?' i chuckle. " i think so listen to this. 

I'd take predictable and

bare the pain

and all the mannequins;

They look the same

There's no one else like you;

One of a kind

And i'm a lucky guy

'Cause your all mine

and you say your scared that i won't be there