not just a memory( r5 fanfic)

chapter 15

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ROSS'S POV

" HOLLY !!! HOLLY !!!! " i yell running into her house. " OH MY GOSH ROSS IS THAT YOU ???? YOU HAVE GOTTEN SO TALL . YOUR SO GROWN UP . LOOK AT YOU !!!! AND YOUR VOICE IS SO DEEP !!!!!!!" mama no i mean miss Thomas greeted me . " hey miss Thomas how are you " i ask her being polite . " it's miss Reed now . i am married " she smiles patting my back . " congrats miss Reed . do you know where Holly is ??" i ask . she nods . " right upstairs in her room . it's still the same room " she reply's sweetly . i nod and walk up to the steps to Holly's room . gosh i haven't been here in forever . no wonder why she hates me .everyday i think back to why i was so caught up in the fun we were having in the snow , how beautiful the snow made her tan cheeks red . how the sun shined on her . it was just my crushing taking over my heart . i couldn't have just told her before i lost the chance . i sigh and knock on her door and wait for her to answer . she wouldn't answer if i told her it was me .

HOLLY'S POV

" so how is he " asks Haley from the computer screen that blocked us . " he has a girlfriend i think her name was amber . and a best friend named viki . " i frowned at the memory i had experienced last night . " aww im sorry Holly i know how much you liked him growing up " she frowns along with me . " there is nothing to fix it it's not my life it's his . and i still like him . i just wish he knew . " i tell her . " tell him that " she said to me . " HOLLY TIME FOR FILMING " auntie E called her in the back round . " sorry " she frowns . " it's fine , hey tell auntie i said hi " she nods and the screen goes black . and in perfect timing there is a knocking from my door . i gradually get up to open and reveal the person before me . as soon as i see who it is my face turns to cold rock . " ross " i say as if in a way asking what are you doing here . " hey .....Holly " he pauses .  ( for effect play i know what i know by shane harper ) " what do you want " i ask coldly . wow Holly that's how you treat ross after all these years . what has gotten into me . " my girlfriend amber you remember her right " he asks . the name sickened me . " yes " i said uncomfortably . " she broke up with me " that's not my  problem " i spat . dude get it together or yelling will be involved . that's never good . " i know just listen , please " he asked calmly . i sigh and nodded . " she had to move to the UK with her dad but before she left me she told me this . she said remember that girl from the concert . the one that ran off . the one that blew up on stage . i said yes . she said i can tell she cares about you . and the way you guys look at each other . you guys were ment to be . go after her . for me . i knew she was talking about you . only you would have the nerve . when i left you i regret being so stupid to forget to tell you the most important thing ever . that's what i forgot to say . when i lost hope in myself i thought i should finally move on . i never reliazed how much of a mistake that was . you keep me straight Holly . i need you . i never knew how much i gave up until i finally moved . every morning i thought i would wake to you . that it was dream . but it wasn't . i know it would be too much to ask for a second chance but i never forgot about you . see " and with that he holds up his arm . the thing that connected us sat upon it . i gasp . " r-ross . that's , that's our friendship bracelet i thought you threw it away " i stutter . " why would i throw something this important away " he asks . " you weren't wearing it yesterday " i tell him . " because i thought i would see you . i thought you moved on . i wanted you to think i did when really all had was a girlfriend and amity's cousin , rydel's friend . not mine . " he explains . " but she called you jersey . " she does it to annoy me . i hate that name now " he shrugs . " give me a second chance " he asks . " ross i don't know . how do i know your not lying . " i ask . he pulls out his phone types on it and hands it to me

ross - hay amber what did you tell me before you left

amber - i told you to go after the girl at the concert . i think that was the Holly girl you always talk about . you were ment to be . i can tell by the way you look at each other . we had a good run ross but please do this 4 me

i look up at ross . he had a i-told-you-so look on . " have i ever lied to you " he asks . " you lied to me when we were gonna be best friends forever " i cross my arms over my chest . " we were kids every kid makes that promise " he says in deffence . " then i guess not " i shrug . " please Holly i need you in my life " he begs . " you didn't need me for 4 years ross " i roll my eyes . " i always needed you " he says hurt . " please . im begging you " he says sinking to the floor . " what do i have to do to prove it " he asks . " i don't know . what i would really like to do is start over " i sigh . he gets back up . " okay then lets start over hi my name is Ross Lynch and you are " he asks . i giggle at his change in mood . " im Holly Reed nice to meet you " we shake hands and he pulls me into a huge bear hug . " do you do this to all your new friends " i giggle . " only to the ones that matter " he replies . " welcome back to Littleton ross " i mumble into his ear . i could feel the smile he was giving me through my shoulder . " thanks it feels good to be back " he smiles . " i have to go , but i will deffinately talks to you later " he says backing out of my room bumping into bella on his way out . " sorry " he mutters and walks out . " why are you so happy "  she asks as i flop on my bed . " is somebody happy they made up with the love of their life tell me whens the marriage " she asks nudging . i lightly push bella . " bell we just made up we are friends now " i roll my eyes . " oh common it was way more than that " she grins . " no it wasn't all we did was make peace he is gonna go on tour and then go back to California it was nice to run into him and make peace but he is just gonna disappear again " i shrug . " he did all of this for you Holly . what kind of bot would pour out his heart to you and beg for you to let him in your life again " she says seriously . " i am not focused on love right now bella . i am focused on making good grades , graduating high school , and my career . love is not in that . besides i don't want to focus on heartbrakes all my life . i don't want them to stop me from showing the world who i am " i sigh . " but you are . your afraid that ross will hurt you again . you're so focused on the heartbrake you had when he moved that you can't even take him back and share the relationship you once had . come on Holly he is begging on his knees like a puppy dog for you get it in your head " she says standing up and walking to the door . " you know im right " and with that she disappeared into the hallway .

YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! they made up !!!! . why do you think Holly is holding back ? is bella right ? is she wrong ? what do you think ? remember 5 comments for the next chapter