Boyf riends one shots (FINISHED)

Letting Him Go

Warning : angst and suicide attempt

Michael's POV

Jeremy was happy with her, happier then he would ever be with just me. I care about Jeremy with all my heart, which is why I have to let him go. I love Jeremy but I have to let him go. He was never happy with me. He needed her and he can be happy with her. That's all he needed but I have to stop and face the fact that I'm not happy and I will never be happy with him. The hole I have in my heart with out Jeremy will only grow larger and larger along with my unhappiness. Ive lived like this for nine years and can't do it any more. It's my time to leave, I'm not doing it to hurt him or my mom but so I can be happy. I'm not happy and I haven't been for so long. I can't take it any more, all I want is to be happy. I grab the pain pills and pour the whole bottle in my hand. I swallow the pills and everything went black and the last thing I heard was Jeremy's voice screaming.

Jeremy's POV

I look in horror and drop the red rose I had in my hand and ran to him. I called 911 and cried for Michael. I was to late, why the hell did I wait this long to tell him now I may never get the chance. After I got him in the ambulance I spaced out and I'm now in the waiting room, praying for my best friend to be okay. The doctor came out and looked at me with a slight smile.

"Your friend is vary lucky you came in when you did. He wouldn't have made it if you didn't. If you want you may go see him if you want. He's asleep right now and might not wake for some days" The doctor explain.

"Thank you so much" I say running to my friends side. I look in his room to see a weak, pale looking Michael. Tears run down my face at the sight of him. I move the chair to his bed side. I take his hand in mine as I wait for him to wake. Michael had his own room so I could stay as long as I wanted.

(Time skip) 

It's been a week since Mike had tried to kill himself. I haven't been home since I've been here and the gift shop to get flowers, cards and a ready bear for Mike. All I want is for him to open those beautiful brown eyes.

"Michael, I'm so so sorry. I love you not Christine. I have for years, please just don't leave me" I say crying my eyes out.

"Jeremy?" I hear a weak voice say. He was awake. I looked up and tears of joy.

"Michael!" I say as I jump in to his arms for a hug.

"What are you doing here?" Mike asked.

"I'm so sorry Micha, I didn't mean for you to do this I don't love Christine I love you I was just trying to deny my feelings for you. Please don't leave me" I say crying in to his shoulder.

"Jere I love you too and I'm sorry I tried to leave you, I promise I will never do it again" he said. We spent the whole day in each others arms. Now that I have him, I'll make sure he stays safe from ever doing this again.