My Idol [BTS JIN]

#18

[CHAPTER #18]

Seokjin's Point Of View

This week of school is a free week of catching up on all of our projects and studying for our exams. As expected, the boys and I are all caught up on everything, so we have a week off. Yesterday, we found a classroom on the top floor that isn't being used and decided to make it our own hideout.

"Move all the chairs back," I shout as we all help to make this classroom less 'classroom-like'. I flinch at the screeching sounds of chairs being dragged across the tile floor.

"Can you please pick the chair up Taehyung!" Hoseok stresses through clenched teeth. Taehyung laughs and flashes his signature smile at him. I shake my head at their childishness. After about fifteen minutes we finally finish leaving around ten chairs that form into a circle. We each take a chair and sit as if it was some sort of professional meeting.

"Why did we put ten chairs out again?" Namjoon sighs panting.

"Because we also have other friends," Yoongi says as if it's obvious. Other friends, including Yeonji. I guess I'm just going to have to endure her for the time being.

"Should I call them up?" Jungkook suggests, his eyes glued to his phone screen. This boy never gets off his phone..

"No!" Jimin suddenly shouts. We all turn to him giving him a confused look.

"I- uh.. We have something to settle between us first," he stutters shyly.

"What is it?" we all say in union.

"Who is taking who to the winter formal. Just so, you know, we don't fight over who we want," he proclaims. I chuckle at his request. We're seriously going to choose which girl we want to take like we have all the chances in the world.

"I think it's fair," I agree and the other boys nod along with me.

"Hands up for Yeonji, first of all," Jimin says. Yah, I knew this one would come up. I look around the circle and surprisingly almost half of them put their hands up. Jungkook, Jimin, Hoseok and Namjoon all have their hands raised, all wearing surprised expressions.

They all give me confused glances when they see my hand isn't up. I just shrug and tell them to play rock, paper scissors to decide.

"Woo!" Jimin cheers as he wins for Yeonji as a date. This is seriously unprofessional. Hopefully the girls don't hear about this.

"I shot gun taking Chintae!" Taehyung says raising his hand again. I laugh at his eagerness and nod at his request.

"Can I take her sister?" Namjoon pipes up and he gets his choice.

"Don't worry Yoongi Hyung, I'll take you!" Hoseok cheers while dancing around him.

"Yay!" Yoongi jumps up out of his seat and the two start waltzing around the room like idiots. The boys all die of laughter when Hoseok tries picking up Yoongi and ends up dropping him.

The rest of them spend their time goofing around, but I couldn't bring myself to join in. I'm still thinking things over.

How can all of my feelings for Yeonji just have disappeared like that? In Italy I really thought I loved her. I treated her like she was mine, even though I knew in the end she wouldn't be. What changed? More importantly, how did all my feelings change at the sight of someone else. I didn't think love worked that way.

I have to tell her. I don't know what she's thinking, but if she has any thoughts about me liking her then I need to get rid of them. Just before she gets hurt.