Why Dont We Imagines||Wattys2018

High love||Jack Avery

You walked into the Why don't we house as 2:30 am rolled around, stoned out of your mind with a stupid high smile on your face. Hoping you wouldn't get caught you tipped toed into the house and almost thought you were gonna get away with making it to the bedroom you were sleeping in until the kitchen lights went on there stood Jonah, an upset look on his face as his eyes locked with yours.

He walked over to you, placing his cup down on the kitchen Island and brought his hand to your chin, grabbing it and turning your head from side to side, looking at your eyes as the smell of weed filled his nostrils.

"Really again?! You were sent here to get better Y/n, mom trusted me to take care of you and this is what your doing?!" He shouted causing you to wince.

"You need to lay off dude" You chuckled,waving your hands in the air as you surrendered.

"No! Your skipping school, your out at 2 am getting high and don't think I haven't seen the boys come and go! Your 17 and your ruining your life!" He yelled, now it was your turn to get angry.

"Don't act like you care Jonah, Im here so you don't feel guilty, not because you care for me" You snapped back causing hurt to flash through his eyes.

"Thats not true and you know it, why are you making things harder for yourself Y/n?! You could make the choice not to do these things, you could make your life go down the right path but you don't and I don't understand" He said, slamming his hand down.

"Thats right, you don't know! You weren't there! and you didn't show up after either" You yelled, possibly the loudest that you had ever yelled as tears started to fill in your eyes.

"You weren't there while he put his hands on me, you weren't there while I cried for help and you most certainly weren't there in the hospital when I woke up. I smoke to forget because nothing else takes the fucking pain away!" You whispered, the eye contact you shared with your older brother never for a second breaking.

Jonah didn't say anything, his own eyes filling with tears as he was reminded of the horrible things you went through. Knowing the conversation was over you picked up your bag you had once dropped on the floor and walked up the stairs, refusing to let tears fall. You couldn't cry again.

Shutting the door to your room you started undressing into a pair of sweatpants and a nike sports bra before taking a seat on your bed, starring blankly at the wall. Maybe smoking didn't make you forget after all, thats all you wanted to do, forget.

There was a short knock on your door, knowing it wasn't Jonah you whispered a small 'come in' and you watched the door open and a curly boy step inside.

"I hate watching you do this to yourself Y/n" He whispered stepping close to you, closing your eyes and taking in the sound of his voice that still causing butterflies to take over your whole stomach.

"Jack, please don't. Not tonight" you whispered, feeling his hand touch your cheek. Opening your eyes again you saw his beautiful brown eyes looking into your deeply.

"Please let me fix things, please let me love you again"He whispered, his lips moving close to yours but you pulled away, standing up and walking closer to the door. You and Jack had been dating ever since why don't we had formed, but you broke things off with him after the night of the attack. You felt ashamed, disgusted with yourself, you felt like you weren't enough for him anymore, like he wouldn't want you after what had happened.

"You don't want me Jack, this is whats best for you" You had told him for the millionth time, but every time he didn't listen, but tonight was different.

"Tell me why Y/n, tell me why its better for my heart to be broken than complete with you, tell me why I don't want you" he whisper yelled, his eyes once again locking with yours.

"Because Im broken Jack, I look in the mirror and I see the disgusting girl that got taken advantage of, and I know you don't want that girl, no one does. I don't go to school, I freak out all the time, Im a walking talking mess Jack avery and you don't want that"You whispered, noticing Jack walking closer and closer to you with every breath you took.

"Y/n Marais, when I look at you I see a beautiful girl who is so incredibly strong, I see a girl who needs a little glue to hold her together and everyday I find myself wanting to be that glue, I want to help you. You might be a mess, but your my mess and I want it all" He whispered, at this point his lips were almost sitting on yours, every breath he let out you felt, your heart beating faster than it ever had before and it only got faster when he finally pushed his lips on yours, for the first time since you two had broken up, everything felt right, for the first time since the that horrible night you felt safe again, you felt stable and it was all because of him, because of Jack.