Do You Want To Know? ~A Tythan Story

Part Five: The Argument

Tyler's POV:
(Trigger Warning: Suicide)

It's been four weeks after we made our comeback to school. This was our last few weeks of school before Ethan and I was going to graduate.

Ethan had been spending a lot of time with Jack. I mean he's with Jack more then he is with me.

When he got home from Jack's house, I decided to ask him about it.

"Hey Ethan, could you come to the back yard with me?" I asked. He met me in the yard.

"Are you and Jack sneaking around?" I asked, getting straight to the point.

"What? Why would you ask me something like that!??" He asked, getting furious.

"You've been spending a lot of time with him. And I mean a lot of time." I said.

"So what if I do? That doesn't mean I'm cheating on you! He's my best friend!"

"I would like some time with my fiancé! It seems like the closer we get to graduation, the less time we spend together! That shit needs to change! I'm not going to become second to Jack! I'm supposed to be first!"

"Really Tyler? You're getting jealous? If Jack and I were doing something, which we are not, don't you think I would have left you!?"

"It's called cheating for a reason! Keep in mind that we haven't done anything since we got together! Why?! Maybe because you're getting it from somewhere else!"
I looked in Ethan's eyes. He looked like he was going to cry.

"Is that all you want.. is sex.. I thought you loved me for me.. I could care less if we have sex or not.. but.. I get it.. that's all you care about.."
Ethan took off the ring and threw it at me.
"Goodbye, Tyler."
And he left.

I stood there for what seemed like forever. I didn't want to believe that I messed up. I loved Ethan, but I was frustrated sexually.
I watched him walk inside. I heard his car start and speed off. I went in my room, and cried.

Ethan's POV:

How could he?! How could he accuse me of cheating on him?! I would never even think of that!
I drove back to Jack's house. He must have heard my door slam shut, because he walked outside to see me bent over my car, crying.

"Ethan.. Ethan is everything ok?" He asked.

"No. Tyler accused me of cheating on him." I cried.

"What! With who?"

I looked him in his eye, tears falling, but didn't say a word.

"Oh... it's me.. isn't it?"
I shook my head yes, and cried more.

"It's because we have been spending so much time together. Doesn't he know why?"
He asked.

"No. I didn't want to tell him. It was going to ruin the surprise."

I have been planning on how to show Tyler the perfect date. Jack was helping me plan it. We were almost done, until Tyler decided to become a dick.

"I don't know if I want to go through with it... I threw the ring at him... I feel so stupid...." I sobbed.

"Hey," he pulled me in a hug, "don't beat yourself up over this. I'm sure everything is going to work out between you guys. Just give it some time. You should go and talk to him." He encouraged. But I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to be near him right now.
Buzz
I looked at my phone and it was Tyler. I didn't answer it. I just let it go to voicemail.
Buzz

Tyler: I'm so sorry Ethan.. I love you...

I didn't respond. I knew he loved me, but I just needed some time away from him.
Buzz

Tyler: I hope you don't leave me because of this...

He was worried that I was going to leave him? Well, I did throw the ring at him.

"Seems like he wants to talk to you." Jack observed.

"That may be true, but I don't want to talk to him right now." I walked inside the house and flopped on his bed.

"If you let him think that you are leaving, he might do something drastic." He said.

Tyler's POV:

I was a mess. My eyes were puffy and pink, my room was a mess, I was cuddled up to my pillow, and I was depressed.
I got up and walked in the bathroom. I grabbed the razor blades from my medicine cabinet and started cutting. I cut all along my arms and my legs. I made one deep cut on my wrist and let it bleed out. I started to feel very faint. I already had the note on my bed, explaining why I did this. I passed out, the blood still flowing out of my wounds.
I whispered,
"I'm sorry Ethan.. I love you.."

Tyler's Mom's POV:

Tyler was really quiet. I knew that him and Ethan had a fight in the back yard. I went in his room to check on him. His room was a complete mess. His clothes were everywhere, his bed looked like a tornado was in there. I saw the bathroom light on, but the door closed. I knocked on the door.

"Tyler? Tyler sweetie are you ok?"
There was silence. I tired to opened the door, but it was locked. I turned around to grab something that I could open the door with, when I noticed a piece of paper on his bed. I picked it up and read it. I just read the first sentence and I called out for Alex.

"Dear whoever finds this letter,
Please tell Ethan that I'm sorry. I didn't want to hurt him. I love him so much. So much that I couldn't live without him. When he threw the ring back at me, I knew I messed up. And I would never have my Blue Boy back. So this is goodbye. I love you Mom and Dad. I love you Ethan. And I'm sorry that it had to come to this.
Last time you will hear from me,
Tyler"

"ALEX GET IN HERE NOW!" I screamed. I reached for my phone. Alex came and busted down the door and I started crying.

Ethan's POV:

Buzz
My phone started to ring. I picked it up and it was Tyler's Mom.
I answered the call and all I heard was screaming and crying.

Ethan: Mom, what's going on?
Mom: Tyler killed himself...

I dropped the phone, tears beginning to fall.

"What?" Jack asked.

"You were right.. He did something drastic.. He killed himself..."

A/N- Sorry I had to leave on a cliffhanger. I think this is coming together very well, even though I "killed" Tyler. And again, I want to say that if you guys are going though something.. and you think the only way that it will stop is if you kill yourself.. then you're wrong.. hang in there.. everything will work out.. I promise..