Same Mistakes (sequel to Kidnapped By One Direction)

Broken(18)

Ally's POV

I've lost count of how many days I've been in here but I know it's been over a week, everyday Niall comes in and hits me trying to get me to talk but I always stay silent. That just makes him angrier but he eventually leaves, he hasn't brought me any food or water in the last two days and I'm too scared to look at myself in the mirror. There's not a spot on my body that isn't bruised. I hear the door open and I instantly shrink back into the corner of the room as far away from him as I can get.

"Are you ready to say it yet?" He taunts walking over to me grabbing a handful of my hair and forcing me to stand up. I regret walking out on him at the restaurant that morning, the old Niall was an angel compared to this one.

Niall starts off today with a slap to the face that sends my head to the side, I fall to the ground too weak to hold myself up. Niall just picks me back up and punches me in the ribs again, instantly I start coughing blood up. I can't take any more, I've tried and tried to keep fighting but I can't take it any further.

"I-I'm yours" I speak for the first time in what feels like forever.

Niall stops and holds me against the wall so I don't fall again, his smile of victory is sickening. I wish I was stronger and able to carry on but I'm not. I never will be again. Niall James Horan has broken me.

"I'm yours, you own me" my voice is raspy and doesn't get much louder than a whisper.

"Good girl, that wasn't so hard now was it? ?Let's go get you cleaned up." Niall says kissing my forehead he picks me up because he knows I'm too weak to walk, I have no choice but to cling to him.

He carries me out of the room and down a hallway he opens another door to reveal a fairly normal bedroom, it has a king sized bed a closet and a washroom. Other than that there's a window with bars installed. Niall lays me down on the bed gently and backs away from the bed after.

"I'll bring you some food and water, don't try to get up or get out. You'll just hurt yourself more." Niall tells me walking out of the room and locking the door.

I lay there just starring up at the white ceiling, I can't believe where my life has gone. It's my fault this happened if I would have just said no to the boys and left while I had the chance. I hear the door open and Niall walks in holding a salad and a bottle of water, he sets them on the end-table. He helps me sit up before setting the salad on my lap. I shakily reach down picking the fork up, stabbing some lettuce and taking a bite. I only eat about half the bowl before I'm full and can't eat any more.

I reach for the water bottle and when I pick it up it feels like I'm holding a 20 pound weight with one hand. It takes a lot of effort but I'm able to bring it onto my lap, I try to take the lid off but I'm too weak to get it off.

"God I've destroyed you haven't I?" Niall says shaking his head and opening the water bottle and handing it back to me. I bring the water bottle up to my lips and drink most of it.

"I'm guessing you want some time alone so I'll be back around lunch time okay?" Niall asks, my voice is still to weak to talk normally so I just nod as he leaves the room. 

I don't bother getting up or looking for a way out, it's useless to even try. Every time I make it away from Niall someone gets hurt, Joe could have been hurt because of me and I'd rather be miserable and die than put my friends in danger. 

Niall eventually comes back and hands me a plate of fries and a cheese bun, I don't question the weird combo. I take the cheese bun and tear pieces off and bring them to my mouth, my eyes meet Niall's and he gives me a small smile. 

"Listen, I'm sorry for everything. I never should have put you in that room or hurt you in the first place. I don't know how I can ever make it up to you" He tells me his eyes going back to their normal soft blue. I make sure to choose my words very carefully, this may be my chance to get Niall to be nice again. It's pretty obvious he's bipolar and it's probably better for me to just listen to him for awhile until I heal and can try to get away again. 

"Niall I'll try my best to forgive you but I need time. I promise you we will work through this together." I say softly.

"I-I just can't control my anger. I lose myself, everything goes black and the dark side of me takes over. I'm scarred I don't want it to come back and hurt you. It took me so long to come back this time, what if next time I don't come back" Niall rambles tears falling rapidly down his face, I can't help but feel compassionate for him.

"Niall, you're back now that's all that matters" I say my hand cupping his cheek and wiping a tear.

"I'm going to hurt you again and I can't live knowing I'm going to hurt you" 

"Then get help Niall, celebrities go through things like this all the time. You'll be okay" I assure him. 

"But they can't know about you"

"Niall when did the dark side start coming?" I ask him changing the subject. 

"After we kidnapped you the first time" Niall tells me.

"Niall you need your best friends back, because of me you left them and because of me you're driving yourself mad." I reason.

 "But I need you"

"You only think you need me Niall, you just need someone to love you. The boys love you and try their best to be there for you. You were happy before you met me right?" I ask.

"Well yeah but as soon as I met you I needed you"

"Then you can be happy again without me. Tell me have you actually been happy with me around?" I ask. 

"Of course I have"

"When? All I've caused you since day one is stress and fights with your best friends." 

"I-I" Niall stutters. 

"My point exactly. Niall you need to go back to your band and back to your fans, get out and find someone who loves you and someone who you can love without hurting yourself and your friends." 

"B-But what am I suppose to do without you?" He asks. 

"You'll find happiness again believe me. If you want the both of us to be happy again you'll find a way to move on. Try writing more songs or just spending more time with the other band members. There's always a way to make something work. Niall the only way for us to work is if we just stay friends. We can text and call or we could never speak again, whichever you think would help the most."

"I still need to talk to you but I understand that you're not happy and I'm now realizing just how unhappy I am. We can go back to London in the morning and from there I'll fly to L.A. and go back to the boys" Niall tells me.

"Okay"

"Do you wanna watch a movie and cuddle one last time?" Niall asks hopefully. 

I respond in a nod and take Niall's hand, he leads me into what I'm guessing is the living room and I sit down. He puts in a movie before sitting back down beside me, I rest my head on his shoulder and he plants a gentle kiss on my forehead. 

The movie starts playing and I see that he put in '21 Jump Street'. We actually have a pretty good time watching the movie, after it was over we cooked pasta and enjoyed our last night together. We then climbed to the roof and told stories of our past while staring up into the night sky accidentally falling asleep beneath the stars. 

My only hope now is that Niall doesn't have another Bi-polar mood swing and actually lets me go home.

A/N- I'll be updating daily until the book is finished the Epilogue will be up on Tuesday then I'll post a chapter for the Q&A and then this series will be over, thank you all for you're amazing support.