Pure - KJ APA

Chapter 22 - come around

*im so sorry its taken me sooooo long to update i've just had so much on i just never got around to it but im back now !!*

Once locked in ambulance I start to calm down in the outside but my mind is still racing, I find myself not being able to reply to anyone, all i can think about is Y/N. I tell myself that she can't be dead, there's no way but for some reason I can't believe myself.

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I continued to think about Y/N the whole journey when I was finally distracted by a very sharp pain in my wrist. I looked down to see it was completely out of place and floppy. I didn't react, instead I just thought about how much pain Y/N must be in after the state the crash left her in, well I mean, if she has even come around from whatever was wrong. 

The ambulance finally came to a halt and the back doors swung open. There was suddenly people telling me to get out and follow them, they sounded like they were shouting as they crowded around me trying to touch me and help me walk. I pushed them off as i could walk on my own and didn't want them touching me. As I began to walk to the hospital doors people ran past me as another ambulance pulled up. Y/N. I changed direction as the doors of her ambulance opened and people quickly crowded. A stretcher was pulled out and I once again, saw the beautiful lifeless body that I loved so much. I quickened my pace as people caught up with me to pull me away. I reached her stretcher and just managed to grab her hand before being forcefully pulled away again as her immobile hand slipped from mine. I watched as her body was pushed in through the doors, I was then lead inside too. 

Once in, I was shut into a room as they did all sort of checks, strapped me up to multiple machines and preformed x rays. I sat for 2 hours before the doctor came back.

"I've got good news" he said expecting some sort of response from me. I did nothing but continue to look down at my twisted wrist. "Okay..." he said confused at my silence, even when I had not said anything since arriving. "It's only one break which I know doesn't sound good but it is considering a lot worse could have happened" he says as I again don't respond. "Could you please look at me at least so I know you've heard me?" he asks and I raise my head and lower it again. He leaves the room as a nurse comes in to bandage it up. she doesn't try to speak to me as i'm guessing shes been told i won't speak to anyone. 

"Okay, all done, if I was you I would try to get a few hours nap at least as you can't leave this room for another few hours" she says as I again don't respond. She sighs and kneels down as she takes my not broken hand into hers. "I know what you've been through was scary and you're worried about your friend-"

"girlfriend, shes my girlfriend" i say bluntly.

"Okay sorry, you're worried about your girlfriend but your both going to be okay, I promise" she says as i again, don't reply. She sighs once again before getting up and leaving the room. I give her one glance as she walks out of the door before turning onto my side to try and get an hours sleep to at least get my worries off my mind for an hour. 

I wake up an hour later as the doctor reenters the room.

"Okay, you can go out for a walk, the toilet and some food now as all tests have been complete, you will need to stay with us overnight but should be able to go home tomorrow" he says as I look at him

"what about Y/N, can i see her?" I ask as he looks shocked that I have finally spoken. His face quickly falls from confusion to empathy.

"i'm afraid you can't see her until tomorrow" he replies, I almost scowl at him before looking back at my now bandaged wrist not having the energy to put up a fight.