All Kamoni's life she's been let down, from friends, to family, all the way down to relationships. Being loyal to those who don't deserve it, feeling worthless, and always coming second in everyone's life. At 19, Kamoni realizes she's all she got. H...
And they say big girls don't cry, Maybe I cried, The real ones don't lie, Baby, you lied, I don't know what to do with you, Baby, now I'm through with you
-Nicki Minaj _______________________________
Kamoni Taleaha Brown
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
It was now Friday, two days had passed since my mental break down. I don't know what it was but I just couldn't hold it all in anymore. Everybody giving me their ass to kiss and I'm still stuck on where did I go wrong. But I'm not going to put to much thought into it, I'm just going to start treating people how they treat me. At least I'm going to try.
I laid in the middle of my California King thinking of ways to start my day. Yesterday, Ms.Valdez card came and I was able to setup two fake account on Venmo. On one, I add a prepaid card I had ordered under someone else's name to the account so I can go on the second account where I have whoever Ms.Valdez is, card and transferred all her money to the Venmo account. I sent a reasonable amount to the prepaid card so it won't look suspicious. After I did that, I sent majority of the money to my bank account, some to Noah bank account I have setup for him, some to Jewel, and Zamaria. That's too much money not to look out for my family. If I got it, they got it too and that's that. No discussion needed.
I had to call my homeboy Chris who work at Bank of America and my other homeboy name Shawn who work at Wells Fargo so they can change the name of the sender for the transfer so if something was to go wrong, none of it won't come back to me nor my family. I had them to change it to BYN Mellon Private Bank since that's where RJ keeps his money. His clean money must I say. Rashard invest in stocks to turn his dirty money clean, he's smart. So being that he has millions already in his private account, they won't look deep into it because my name is already on his account so it will look legit.
Yes, I get away with a lot of shit. But I don't plan on doing fraud all my life. It's just for now, to get by but it's clear that I'm doing more than "getting by".
I heard my front door open and close. I turned on my life side, facing my window not wanting to see RJ when he come in the room. He's been staying with me since Wednesday, he claim he's ready for "change" but why now? All those times he had but now he's sure. Yes, I want to be with him but I don't want him to be with me because he feels bad for me. Don't want me because you see me vulnerable and hurt. It's visible, so you feel bad? But when it wasn't, you put it over your shoulder? Shaking my head at the thought of it, it's crazy how niggas do you.
Hearing him walk in the room.
"Baby" he said while putting what I assumed to be the food on the dresser.
