Me and my kin,
we having parties on the weekend,
We have a party on the weekday,
Pull up in a foreign on a week day,
Talking bout the car, let the speaker play,
My honey say she make you nut in one way,
She got all the nigga's at her but she won't say-Young Thug
_______________________________Rashard Akeem Harris
"Fuck" I groaned holding Moni waist as she grind herself into me.
I got up early this morning and went to the gym that's in the condo downstairs. Since I got shot I've been laying low, plotting and peeping out the scene. I was shot in my neck but it didn't do any major damages. I swear my life flashed right before my eyes though. It was crazy but hey, the good lord looking out for his boy. Well, when I went this morning, Moni wasn't here so when I came back I went to sleep inside the room instead of the couch since I figured she wasn't coming back. But.... when she did, she fucked a nigga head up.
First she woke me up to head, that shit was mind boggling because we haven't did anything in months so for her to just come and do all this caught me off guard. I thought she was fucking that nigga that's why I been sleeping in the living room and shit and keeping my distance. Sex ain't even been on my mind, I got too much shit going on.
My eyes scanned Moni body as she rocked back and forth of my shaft. When I made it to her face she had her button lip tucked with tears running down her face and head tilted back. I grabbed her around her waist to bring her body closer to mine before flipping us over. She was now looking at me in my eyes and I can't even mustard up what it may have looked like. I started sending slow strokes while my arms was wrapped around her shoulders as if I was keeping her in place. The whole time we were making contact and her soft moans were like music to my ears.
"I love you, you know that right?" I said above a whisper controlling my breathing. At this moment I just wanted to make love to her, but I knew what she was doing. She was releasing stress, she was trying to have sex with me as if it would fix all her problems and it wasn't. We both know that. She didn't respond to me which caused me to put my head in the crook of her neck and put passion marks all on her neck with caused her to wrap her arms around my neck and hold me tighter, like she was holding me for dear life.
"Hm? You don't love me no more?" I mumbled into her neck. As I continued to rock my hips into hers I felt tears on my shoulder and at this moment it made me stop. I knew it was something wrong with her. I tried to sit up to look at her until she tightened her walls around me.
I hissed. "Let up ma'" I groaned before sitting up to look at her. Her eyes was red, and glossy as hell. She looked hurt and I didn't want to be doing this if it was gonna be like this.
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Heavy Heart
Teen FictionAll Kamoni's life she's been let down, from friends, to family, all the way down to relationships. Being loyal to those who don't deserve it, feeling worthless, and always coming second in everyone's life. At 19, Kamoni realizes she's all she got. H...