chapter 10|| paranoia

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I just pray to God, them crackas don't come indict me,
I know if I go to jail you'd probably never write me
I be thinking none of these hoes really like me,
I be feeling like you only want me cause I'm icy

-Kodak
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Rashard Akeem Harris

"Yo, I'm not tryna here shit you talking bout homie, I don't care if you gotta start duck tapping niggas baby mamas

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"Yo, I'm not tryna here shit you talking bout homie, I don't care if you gotta start duck tapping niggas baby mamas. I want whoever shot up my fucking car" I yelled through the meeting.

It's been almost a week and I feel like we ain't moving no where. Whoever did this shit laying low but on point with it. I made sure to make it known in these streets that I'm coming for whoever, wherever. I been stressed the fuck out lately. Kamoni been distant, staying out, she don't answer my calls. I know it's another nigga but it's cool. I see how this gone play out. On top of that I got niggas shooting at me. I need a get a way. I know exactly where I'm going to get my head straight.

"Alright bitches, get it done" Tev said shooing them off. They know he didn't mean nothing of it so they ain't say shit.

"I need a vacation bra" I sighed running my hand down my face.

"Pedro got a meeting set up for us in two weeks... boom, vacation"

"That's business, not vacation"

"Bitch it's close enough, you ain't gone be in the U.S"

"I know where Ima go" I said getting up grabbing my cup.

"Why you wanna leave me bae?" Tev dumb ass said with a pout.

"See that's yo problem you never serious"

"No, that's yo problem.... you always serious"

We both laughed getting up walking out of my office in the trap. Everybody was working like they were suppose to and of course Big T was here so nobody was gone try no shit. We got in our cars and split ways. I decided to drive an hour to see my first love, the first woman to ever make me want more for myself as a man. As I drove I just thought about so much. Where life was heading? Will I be here tomorrow? Who really with me? It's like shit just coming out of no where and it's all cause I'm running shit in my city. I'm not scared but have you ever felt like too much shit going on at one time so you need to get away, relax and get yo thoughts together so you can come up with a game plan to get out a situation? That's basically what it is. It's been years since I had to look over my shoulder cause a nigga wanna take me off the map. But I know what Ima do.

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