All Kamoni's life she's been let down, from friends, to family, all the way down to relationships. Being loyal to those who don't deserve it, feeling worthless, and always coming second in everyone's life. At 19, Kamoni realizes she's all she got. H...
Told me a million lies but I still try to make due, Baby, I gave you time and always more, Baby, you got what you want and now I'm paying for it, Your supposed to love with a love that's official, Talking all that shit, that don't mean fuck around and go missing, And don't try to make up cause Im fine, Cause you're a stranger in my eyes.
-Chris Brown ______________________________
Kamoni Taleah Brown
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"C'mon, c'mon, c'mon, come on man" I mumbled as I stressed myselfover my exam I'm taking. As much as I'm ready to graduate school, I'm about to say fuck it and finesse the system on everybody ass.
Lately, I've been thinking about learning how to hack systems. Before you say anything, think about it. It doesn't sounds too bad. I can go to amazon and find a router that blocks anyone from tracing anything back to me, and when they do feel like they are, it bounces from signal to signal. It's like a hotline, it'll go from Miami, maybe to New York, China. They really won't have a clue whose doing the hacking. I would do banks, of course but where will I put the money always seems to put my thoughts to rest. I can open an account overseas and of course the US can't track anything that's being put overseas. Honestly, like when these rich people say they're "broke" .... yeah, they're broke in the US not overseas. Why would I invest all my money in one place when I can put it in a variety of places where only I can get access to it and if someone does, one account doesn't have nothing to do with the other.
But hey, I'm just trying to test the waters.
"Moni, you know why Shard ain't answering his phone?" Noah stuck his head in the door.
"No, I haven't spoken to him in about a week or two" I said shrugging.
Me and Rashard haven't being seeing eye to eye. One minute we good and the next we not. He went out of town on a business trip and I haven't spoken to him since then. That lets me know that he must've gotten his own place, I know he's back. Of course, they told me he's back but, I haven't spoken to him. He talked to Noah on the daily.I didn't stress it because I need to focus on me and the shit I have going on. Lately, I've been hanging out with Jason more. Like old time. After him telling me what happened to his step brother, they're still looking, in hopes of him still being alive. No one deserves to die like that.Jason says he still wants to start over with me but I'm really not up for relationships right now. I need to really get me together and fixate my flaws. I'm really not into letting any and everybody at my place, especially since I have Noah here and I don't need him thinking his big sister be on some ho shit because that's not the case.
As far as Deo go, I haven't spoken to him but something is telling me that I really need to reach out to him. He deserves an explanation for why I went south the way I did.I just have too much going on and then the fact that bitches threatening me, saying they're going to blackmail me just makes me want to touch the damn moon. The fact that I didn't know Rashard and Deo knew each other is still wandering in my mind. How do they know each other and why are they beefing? I knew I was sorta in the safe zone since they both don't know that I'm affiliated with each of them. Does that makes me unloyal? It's not like I knew.... I only started messing around with him because me and Rashard wasn't right and he was giving me the attention that I wanted, that I longed for. Attention that I didn't have in a long time.
