Heavy Heart

chapter 17|| to whom it may concer

I had to live my life, I had to learn my lessons,
I had to keep that smile but deep inside I'm stressing,
Just tryna keep my spirits from that deep depression,
It's time to tighten up

-Ace Hood
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Kamoni Taleaha Brown

3 months later.....

It's been so quiet lately. Everything's been going smooth. When Rashard got out the hospital, I made him move in with me. He let the house go on Star Island. That's good though, maybe we could get us a house in the Grove or somewhere down south. As far as me and Deo, we still mess around. By mess around, I mean, we go out on dates, I still spend nights out but we haven't done anything since he ate me out that night. I know I had to be drunk because I won't dare try that again. I still feel obligated to Rashard. I haven't spoken to Jay in a while and by while I mean months. That..... is weird because we usually don't even go without talking. I don't stress it though, I think he's going through something. I need to call and check up on him one of these days.

Noah, the season is almost over.... their in the playoffs and he's excited. My baby gone set it off! I think he got him a lil girlfriend though, he be on the phone late night. I hear him but I don't step on his toes about it though because I know If is something serious, he'll let it be known. As far as my mother, I haven't seen her nor spoke to her since the run in when Noah moved in with us. Noah say she calls him but he don't answer sometimes but we speak to our dad faithfully. He make sure we're good and ask if we need anything but y'all know I'm always good. And that's just me being modest. Kanye shrug.

I'm now laying in my bed watching The Good Doctor, my new favorite show. It's just amazing how he notice things that the other surgeons don't and very cautious. Today was Saturday, I didn't have to work from home today, I turned in all my work for the week so I was basically free and bored. Rashard went to drop Noah off to Squeak house. I been thinking about getting him a car but I don't know which one yet. I'm tired of driving him around and I don't want him fucking up my shit so, I'm just going to get him his own car to drive and run through but I know if anything happens, I'm going to be the one fixing it. It's whatever though, anything for my young king. He deserves it.

I got up to use the bathroom when I heard my phone vibrating on the dresser. I ran out the room to see who it was and low and behold it was Deo. I answered.

"And he finally calls...." I said smirking rolling my eyes.

"Relax drama queen, I was busy but I'm calling now to make it up to you. Let's go out. I'm hungry, I can fuck up some food right now"

"I got something for you to eat alright" I mumbled to myself.

"What was that?" He asked curious.