Heavy Heart

Exciting & Crazy

Heyyyyy you guys.... I know I haven't updated in a while but I'm working on it. I've been out of it lately since the passing of my Grandmother, so give me a couple more days to get things together.

BUT.......

My birthday was Thursday and I turned 20, YES..... I'm excited and happy. Super siked for my 21st though.... I didn't really do anything but chill UNTIL LAST NIGHT!!!

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I don't know if you guys notice but I'm a super huge fan of Dave East. Like I love him, my parents know, friends know, everybody knows!!! My friend was like "Friend, ion know na, If you see him, Ima try to catch you but we both might be on the floor" 😭😭😭 it was that serious! I follow him on IG, Snap, I follow his photographer 😂😂😂 Damn near everybody in his crew just to keep up with him.... Anyway, y'all know the BET Hip Hop Awards was hosted in Miami on South Beach and I am from Miami, born and raised.

So, last night when I got off from work, I wanted to look for him. I mean it wasn't hard because he post everything. But, every time he's down here, I NEVER get to see him. Everywhere I would be, he would too(Area wise). So last night, I got off from work, showered, got dressed and decided to go lurking for him specifically but didn't mind to run into other celebrities. So, I went on south beach, to walk on the strip to chill and wait until all the parties would start and stuff.

I knew he would be at The Office which is a club near my house but I thought he would go after Zoey Dollaz(A Rapper) Birthday Bash at The Dream, a club on the beach.... So I went to the beach first in hopes to see him because of my assumptions. Drove around by the club, walked the strip and didn't see him. I don't do twitter or Facebook, only IG and snapchat(barely) so as I'm out, I'm looking at all the celebrities snaps and IG. MAJORITY OF ALL THEM passed by or was in the area I was in at a club on the beach and I was upset because like I said I'm 20 NOT 21... So it's about 2-3 in the morning and I'm like okay let's go to the Office, it turns out he wasn't there no more. So I'm like "Damn, everybody going to sleep" so I stop at the gas station and sat there on SNAPCHAT watching EVERYBODY when I say EVERYBODY.... I follow majority of celebrities because I'm actually into like the industry stuff, and their lifestyle.... I admire it, and I'm into the whole entertainment business so it's interesting to me. So as I'm watching, I watch Tommie(from Love & hip hop) snap and I see Dave in the cut😭😭😭😭

I WAS SO HUUUUURRRTT!!!! Because for 1. I'm not 21 so I can't just say "Okay, I'm going inside" because it's on the beach; they don't play that! 2. I JUST CAME FROM THE BEACH FROM BY THE DREAM!!!! They were in there all damn night and morning. They didn't leave until like 5Am.

So, my mom wakes me up and asked me how was my night. She knew I was going out there for the BET hip hop awards but I had to work so I couldn't even buy my tickets to go so when I told her I was looking for Dave East she was like "Why didn't you call me and tell me? You could've stayed out longer than what you did" I came home at 3:30(the time I said I would be home) so she went online to find other events for this year and next year and told me I will be able to participate saying she wish I would've said something about it! But of course, I wanted to do it on my own🤷🏽‍♀️😂😂

One of my oldest cousins actually have connects with ppl in the industry and that's why my mom was like why I didn't say nothing but hell, I didn't know I be in my own zone worried about my Man(Dave).

I had fun actually looking for him. That's where all my time goes, into the celebrity world when I'm not working or reading. Then, when I get up, I get on IG and Snap looking for an update or something and NOBODY uploading. My moms like "you should've did that today cause now they get to relax and chill since they don't really have to go to clubs and stuff like that, they gone be out on the beach" and I'm thinking tonight.... ROUND 2 of the Dave East Hunt🤔

Lol, I said this to say, I enjoyed my weird ass birthday looking for my future man Dave East. I'm very weird, it's sick but I rather do stuff like that than keep up with drama plus I don't have that many friends, I can count on one hand my friends and we don't mind doing stuff like that so it's actually fun and exciting. Since I found out that he would be down here last month, I was plotting and it happened, well barely, I finished half my mission, which was look for him but I didn't find him. Well, I did I just ain't feel like driving back to south beach even though I stay less than 20 mins away without traffic😂🤷🏽‍♀️

But, I had to share that with y'all! I WILL BE UPDATING SOON!!!!