All Kamoni's life she's been let down, from friends, to family, all the way down to relationships. Being loyal to those who don't deserve it, feeling worthless, and always coming second in everyone's life. At 19, Kamoni realizes she's all she got. H...
Talk about leaving and you ain't gone yet And if you leave, Leave correct, And Ima send the jet to pick up the next, And if you leave, You leaving the best, So you would have to settle for less
-Lil Wayne ________________________________
Kamoni Taleaha Brown
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"Wassup Noah, I miss you" I said hugging my brother.
"Moni why liennnnn, why you always lien, mmmmmmmmm my God, stop fucking lien" Noah sang like the man off twitter. I bust out laughing and playfully pushed his shoulder.
"You funny as hell for that" I said while shaking my head.
"So, how's everything going over here?" I asked looking at Noah.
Last time I had to come over here, my mom was trying to stab my dad. I don't know what happened but Noah said that my dad came in late after work one night and our mom, of course, assumed that he was out cheating. I mean, I wouldn't blame him because look at her. It's like she's so bitter. She wasn't always like this. I know once I gotten with Rashard she did a whole 360 but hey, I'm making it and doing damn good at 19. I'm blessed if you asked me because God could've had me in a worst situation but he didn't. He knew his baby girl would come through.
"Dad sleeps in the guest room" he said shaking his head then looking at the cars ride down the the block.
"I wouldn't be surprised ya know.... she miserable, you know it. She needs help" I said looking down at my feet before looking back up at him to see that he was looking at me. I knew he was getting made because his jaws where clenched. Noah cared for our mom, hell, we all did but she just pushes us away to where we don't want to deal with her.
"I want to stay with you" he said looking me in my eyes.
"Noa—"
"Please Kamoni, you know I won't give you problems. I stay out the way because of football, school and sleep of course." He rambled on and on.
"Noah, I know, you never were a problem. It's just..... you sure? I don't need no problems with mom"
"I'll handle her... just wait here, I'll go pack what I can while she's gone" he said walking off into the house. I jumped up to sit on the trunk of my car and leaned back on my window and just looking into the clear blue skies.
Life just hits you all at once you know..... I'm not angel, oh believe me.... I've done some things that I don't plan on telling no one. I just want to live better, finish school, move to New York and stay in Manhattan. I've always wanted to see what that fast life been bout "the city that never sleeps" and I believe it too. Isn't it crazy how damn near the whole city, probably state is walking, in cabs, Uber's and more. Yes, Miami, we have cabs but only at the airports but now we uber and lyft, who needs cabs. Plus, in Miami, you need a car to get around. We have bus and trains but it's nothing compared to New York. I just always had an eye candy to travel, to explore, learn new things. I just want to be able to make it. Everyday I think about it but sometimes I just don't want to experience it alone.
