The captains Temptress

chapter 17

OK my lovely people as you know it's now 2 romances in one. I am getting excited myself. This is getting so good! Plus I was thinking of starting a new book after this one is done but I need some ideas. Should I do a mafia book or gang or maybe 1920s I don't know give me some idea must be romance anyways on with the story.
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Her heart was racing, what did she say or what did she do. She was a woman now, but the memories started to come into place. She was used and Unwanted by any man now.

Bea turned as if to leave but was stopped by the door opening.

Jonathan gave her a happy smile. Bea couldn't help but smile herself he was shirtless.

He was an attractive man. He was going to turn her away and she knew it. This was an awful idea. 

"I...I'm...um...I don't know I wanted to see you....because.....I...um...like you..." Bea stuttered her words.

She was turning red and tears might even fill her eyes. She was making a fool of herself.

Jonathan took her hand and lead her into his cabin. He was swift about it too.

He took her face in his hands and looked her in the eyes.

"I like you too." 

She smiled at his words. It wasn't long until he kissed her. Her knees fell weak but Jonathan held her up.

He lead her over to the bed. His hands were soft to move along her body. He undid her dress and removed it with ease.

Once she was down to just her chemise she stopped.

"I don't look like those other girls.....after I had William I became....." Jonathan pressed a finger to her lips.

"You became beautiful you made and protected a child in you. Your beautiful Bea" he whispered out.

Bea didn't hesitate to let him remove the slim cotton. She let him see her all.

She didn't have a tight stomach her breasts were fuller now and her hips became wide. She closed her eyes to scared to see his face.

Jonathan looked at her as if she were and angel.

"So beautiful" he whispered out.

He continued to kiss her. His hand felt her breasts teasing the nipple as it hardened to his touch.

Bea couldn't help but moan. His hands were ruff and yet soft snd gentle against her skin.

Jonathan had removed his breeches moving himself to her entrance. He finally thrust into her letting a moan leave his lips.

The couple moved in sync. Nothing else mattered but them.

Rosalind was cold tired and hungry. She missed Lucian and her new friend Bea.

She knew she would never see them again though. Life was cruel.

She had a piece of Lucian left with her though. A small piece but only if she he could escape.

Edward was seeing her less and less now. It was fine with her the man was awful. Slaves came and brought her food ever so often. She would then ask them if they were close to land. So far they where close but they didn't know how close.

She needed to be ready all the time at any moment that could hit land. When the moment came she would make her move and run. She needed to save the child she carried.

Bea and Jonathan laid in a mess if sheets and blankets together. There love making went on forever. 

Bea couldn't help but smile. He wasn't her first but part of her hoped he would be her last.

Did she love him?

Jonathan laid beside Bea thinking of how to ask her. He had wanted it to be the right time. After everything they did it seemed like there would be no better time.

"Bea are you happy?"

She looked confused but answered with a smile.

"Of course how could I not?"

Perfect was all he could think.

"Marry me then. Let me take care of you and William."

Beas smile faded. She pushed away from him slightly.

"Why though?"

Why? That's what she asks why??

"Because you need a strong man to protect you and William needs a father ever young lad does". 

Her smile never came back. What had he said wrong?

Bea never answered she stood from the bed and dressed herself. Jonathan didn't stop her. Nether said a word.

Bea left the room leaving Jonathan alone.

His heart ached at the thought she didn't say yes, but why?

~time skip 2 weeks~

Bea hadn't spoken much to Jonathan since the night they were together. She didn't wanna face him.

She loved him.

He wanted to marry her.

But it wasn't for love but only out of pitty.

Bea wanted love she wanted something real. Love was now nothing  more then a fairytale.

Rosalind felt weak. She could see more of a tiny tiny bump from the baby showing. She was losing weight from lack of food. They had to be close to land by now. No one had said anything to her.

It was morning or so she thought. She woke up and a slave brought her food.

"My lady we see land....be ready" he whispered to her before leaving.

Did he know of her ideas?

Was he on her side?

Did she have the chances to trust him....

It was her one shot so she played it cool for now.

Time felt like it went by slower then ever. If they saw land they would be there soon right? Bea couldn't tell if it was night or day.

There was a small knock to her door. It opened to show the man the slave who had been helping her.

" my lady it is nigh we have docked. Some of the crew have gone ashore to the pubs. Edward is asleep we must move." He whispered to her.

This was it she would be free and have her chance once again..