A Heart In Two | YuTae

Twenty Four.

The wedding got cancelled and Taeyong was heartbroken but, not quite much. Jaehyun didn't blame him, he never did and Taeyong felt his insides churn in guilt. He needed to apologize to Jaehyun, for all of his wrong doings and hurting him.

"I am so sorry. I didn't intend to hurt you." Taeyong says as soon as Jaehyun opens the door. Jaehyun just gives him a small smile and, embrace him into a warm hug. Jaehyun doesn't say anything, always being the one on the receiving end. But, he doesn't complain, he never does.

"You don't have to apologize, hyung. I understand." It makes Taeyong feel even more guilty. How could someone be so forgiving? Taeyong doesn't understand but, he is so glad that he met Jaehyun.

"I think I am in love with him." He knows that it will hurt Jaehyun, but Jaehyun is the only one who doesn't judge him, makes him feel like he will never be at fault. Even if he was multiple times.

"Have you told him?" Taeyong shakes his head and Jaehyun smiles fondly at him, how typical of him.

"You should tell him, the sooner, the better." Jaehyun had already forgiven him, his guilt slowly fading out but, not completely. Taeyong looks apologetic but, before he could apologize again, Jaehyun stops him.

"Hyung, it's okay. You don't have to feel burdened about it. I will move on soon." When did the young boy Taeyong fell in love with became so mature? Taeyong doesn't say anything instead gives a short peck on Jaehyun's plump cheek.

"So, it's a goodbye now?" Taeyong is scared of letting Jaehyun go but, he can't hurt him more than he already did. Jaehyun shakes his head in disapproval.

"We may not be lovers from now on but, you will always be my friend, hyung." And, Taeyong's heart swells in happiness and gratitude and he can't help but, let some more tears stain his cheeks. With Jaehyun embracing him, he knows that everything will be fine. He hopes so.

Taeyong is nervous, he doesn't know how he ended up at Yuta's doorsteps. Maybe he knows as he followed his heart instead of locking himself in a dark room. He rings the bell and he hopes that Yuta hasn't left yet. Youngho said that his flight was scheduled next week but, he can't be so sure until he sees Yuta himself. The door opens and before Yuta could say anything, Taeyong jumps on him, nearly knocking the younger off. It feels like heaven to be finally in Yuta's arms. Warm and safe.

"What are you doing here?" Yuta leads them to the couch as he sits and gestures for Taeyong to do so as well.

"Aren't I allowed to meet you?" Taeyong doesn't meet the questioning gaze, playing with his fingers instead.

"Does Jaehyun know that you are here?" Taeyong huffs because Yuta didn't answer him.

"I don't want him to misunderstand." Taeyong is confused, why would Jaehyun misunderstand? And, does it even matter now? Without thinking much, he slides on Yuta's lap, locking Yuta beneath him and Yuta looks so shocked that has Taeyong grinning sweetly. Taeyong doesn't wait any longer to crash their lips into a heated kiss as Yuta is rendered immobile. After a few moments, Yuta kisses Taeyong back with the same fervor, sucking, biting and grinding as both of them pull away to catch their breathe.

"I think I am in love with you." Taeyong confesses as he rests his forehead on Yuta's, arms dangling on Yuta's neck, cheeks painted a beautiful hue of pink and lips sleek and red from the bruising kiss.

"But, what about Jaehyun?" Taeyong whines because Yuta was supposed to say it back not ask for more questions.

"He's is understanding." With that, Taeyong kisses Yuta again and again as he can feel Yuta smile in the kiss. That day went in a blur of kissing, falling together on the sheets, tossing and turning but, both of them were content in each other's arms.

"I love you, too." And, Taeyong buries his face on Yuta's chest, the heat creeping up his skin, tinting it a delicious hue of pink. Yuta chuckles because this was what he had always wanted, as he pulls Taeyong closer by his waist, snuggled up on the bed.

"Gosh, these two are so sickening in love." Yuta says as he has his arms wrapped around Taeyong, making him unable to move. Yuta has his chin rested on Taeyong's shoulder before he nuzzles his nose on Taeyong's jawline.

"Speak for yourself, hyung." And, Taeyong doesn't need to see that his lover rolled his eyes at the younger couple.

"This still feels so surreal." Yuta says as he tightens his arms around Taeyong's waist. Taeyong couldn't agree more, it does feel like a dream.

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

Yuta craved for a love that was different, different from what Taeyong thought of. Yet, along the way of hurting others and being hurt, Taeyong discovered his own feelings, raw and surreal. They both knew what was the ending of their story but, a heart in two will always find it's way and end up together, making them complete. Love finds it's way, sometimes sooner well the other times late.

Author's Note: 

If you made it till the end then thank you very much. I suck at angst but, hope it wasn't so bad. I know Jae is very ideal but, I think it suits him really well. Thank you for reading and comments and criticisms are very much appreciated!!!

I posted this on AO3 but, sadly it wasn't received well. I hope that many will leave comments on what this story made them feel. Thank you once again!!! And, hope to see you all again. Soon~