Lost Luna

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

Ryder POV

I was in my parents house for dinner, Sam was talking to my mama and Demi about things. I was talking to Hazel and Ronnie's new mate, Elsa Delson, He found her when they were going to save me. She was one of the victims there. She had blonde hair and was 5'2, brown eyes, pretty face. She acted just like Ronnie, but only she was smarter than Him.

"So how are you and Ronnie?" I asked her

"Great! He so nice and funny, I love him!" she squealed

"Ronnie is an idiot" Hazel stated

"No he's not!" she said

"Yes he is" I backed up Hazel

"Fine, he's an idiot but he's my idiot" she said and Hazel gagged

"Dinners ready!" Raymond said we all got up and went to the dinning room, I serve the plates and sat next to Elsa. We were all talking and enjoying each others company until Elsa spoke

"So is Kayden showing any signs of consciousness?" that made the whole table quiet, my throat tightened. I didn't want to think about him, the pain gets worse and worse. I felt my heart shattered the remains of my broken heart. I felt my eyes water but I force myself not to cry, I don't want to cry in front of them. I cleared my throat

"No...um......he's not" I said and drop my fork, I stood up "excuse me" I said and left the dinner table, I walked to my room and locked it. I sat on my bed and tried to think of other things but every topic I try to think of always end up to Kayden, it's not fair! none of it! I spend time with my mate for only a week and then goes to a coma for two months! I couldn't handle this pain anymore, I want him back. I want to wake up to our tangled leg, my head on his chest and his chin on the crown of my head. I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling, I wondered what would Kayden do if he was here. After two hour of staying in my room I decided to get out and hang out with my family.

"Give me that back! I'm not playing" I heard Elsa say, I enter the tv room and I see all my brothers with their mates except for Richard, he was reading a book. Every one quiet down when they saw me, I sat down on the couch, beside Raymond and watched the tv. Elsa came up to me and touch my forearm

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, I Reall-"

"It's okay, I'm fine but thanks for being so concern" I said and she smiles, Ronnie pulls her back with his hands on her waist

"I'm hungry but not for food" He whispers loudly in her ears

"Ah dude! Can you not!?" Rylan said throwing a pillow at him

"What!? your just mad cause Demi isn't letting you hit it!" he said

"I don't want to" he said "we're both not ready" Rylan and Demi both said at the same

"What ever floats your boat" he said and shrugs, Elsa blushes and Ronnie takes her to his room.

"That child has problems" Raymond said

"You said it" Richard agreed I stared at Sam and he looked pissed off.

"Oh Sam, chill out would ya? he didn't mate me" she said and he relaxed

"It's time that I should go, it's getting late" Sam said and they nodded I stood up as well knowing I had to drop Sam off. I said good bye to my family and drove Sam home

"He'll wake up soon I know it"" he reassured me

"I know he is but I've wait two months, I cant take much longer. the pain it's not helping" I said and stop at a red light, I glanced at him he had sad eyes for me. I didn't care about it, though I did felt a little better because of the look, he cared.

"And he hasn't shown any sign of recovery, I thought my touch would wake him but it didn't. I guess the love isn't strong enough" I shrugged and started to drive

"He'll wake up soon and he'll make it up to you" he said

"I know, he'll spend the Rest of his life to make it up to me" I whispered I pulled up to his house and drop him off, I drove to Kaydens house and felt lonely. There are days were I don't sleep here, I mostly sleep at my house because his house was so lifeless and empty. I sleep here when I feel like crying my self to sleep. When I laid down on his bed, my small body didn't take up much space. The space left made me cry my self to sleep, I love him, will he ever wake up?