Collin's Crew III

Chapter 15

Nick's POV

I hesitate going into the hospital. I was kind of scared? As soon as I laid eyes on that child I was now forever responsible for him. I was going to be a role model to a kid and I wanted to give him the best life I could give because my kick start to life wasnt all that pretty. But the question was... Was I good enough of a father. I had issues. I had problems of my own.

"What you waiting for?" Mason asks as I stood there. "You guys not gonna come in?"

"You go in first. Meet your child. Let us know when we can come in and meet him." CJ says and I nod. "I could do this? How hard is it being a dad?"

"You still have time to figure out parenting. Now you just got diapers." Liam says and I chuckle. "Im honestly glad to see your faces. Your brothers drove me nuts." I tell Tim laughing. God I was glad to be out. Mason tells me the room and floor and I leave running up the stairs.

"Hey." I say tapping my mothers shoulder. She turns around and looks at me. "For god sakes. Dont do that to me."

"Look I'm fine." I say. "Dont cry?" She starts crying hugging me and I was kind of overwhelmed. "Mom keep it together." I tell her and she chuckles hugging m harder. "God- I was so scared."

"Hows Desi."

"She hasnt said much. Shes kind of in depression?"

"Fuck." I sigh. "She'll be so happy to see you." She says as she opens the door and I follow her in. Desi did not even look up. She was holding the baby as she stared at him. Jamie and Hailey were both sat on the sofas with Daisy on Hailey's lap.

"Oh God." Hailey says as she sees me. "I knew he wasnt dead." Jamie says and I chuckle. "Ofcourse I'm not." I say. Desi looks up hearing my voice. She stares at me for a few seconds. My mom takes the baby from her as she puts her face in her hands and start crying I guess. "Hey why you crying?" I ask sitting down on the bed next to her. God I missed her. "I thought I'd never see you again." She says as I hug her. She lets go and wipes her tears before she looks at my mom who hands me the baby.

"Meet Zain." She says as I look at the sleeping baby. "He got your eyes and hair." She says. "We'll get some coffee." My mom says as they all leave the room. I could barely hear them. I kept staring at the baby.

"This is our child?" I ask out loud and Desi chuckles. "Yep. We are officially parents." She says and I look at her. "I'm sorry I wasn't here."

"I'm just happy you're here now." She says. "He is so beautiful." I say staring at Zain again. "Honestly."

"He is aint he?"

"Thats my son." I say as I hold his little hand. His fingers grab on to my index finger and squeezes it. "I was in labour for 7 hours before he appeared. Your whole family was here the whole time."

"Hes so small. I can fit him on one hand." I say and Desi screams at me. "Hes gonna fall!"

"Chill. I got him." I laugh. The parents returned. "Ah so glad youre back." Hailey says as she kisses the side of my head hugging me. "Thanks." I say feeling a little uncomfortable at the physical affection.

"When you getting out of here?" I ask her. "Tomorrow." She says and I nod. "You guys should get some sleep." She tells everyone. "You too." She says looking at me as she nodged me.

"I'm good." I say still staring at Zain.

"You sure honey?" Hailey asks. "Yes." Desi says. "I'll see you guys in the morning."