Collin's Crew III

Chapter 23

Desi's POV

Its been a week since the madness. I have not had another episode of anger and blacking out. Maybe because that bitch was out of my life for good.

I felt bad. But not that bad.

"Hi baby." I say as Zain crawls on top of me and smiles. He looks at me and puts his little hands all over my face as he giggles. He lays down on my chest and babbles.

"Hey mom." I say looking at her as she sat down on the couch. "I cannot believe you are leaving me." I tell her. "I know. I might as well move to New York. I spend thatmuch time here."

"Is Jamie coming?"

"Yeah." She says. "I gonna miss you so much." She says and I chuckle. "Im gonna be the one who is gonna miss you guys. The house is going to be silent as hell."

"Im here. You're late." Jamie says. "We need to go."

"Okay okay." Hailey says getting up. "My bags are ready."

"Whats up Blu." Jamie says as he kisses my cheek and then Zain's cheek.

"Nothing much." I say and he nods. "I'll catch up with you later." He says taking Daisy's car seat. "Love you guys." I say as they leave.

The house was really empty now.

"Lets go to bed Zainy." I say as he was dozing off. It was only 8pm but past his bedtime.

Going through all of that made me realize I missed the game. I missed hustling and getting money. I missed the danger. The stress. I missed the adreline rush.

For now I had Zain to think about.

The next morning I take Zain grocery shopping with me which was becoming difficult because he cried for everything. I could barely focus on my list.

"Hold on honey." I say looking at Zain who grabs the packet of cereal as he sat in the cart. "You can have it when we get home. With milk."

He babbles as I reach for the flour. "Look flour. We can bake a cake." I say and he just giggles. "Mama." He occasionally screams out.

"Hi. You in the line?" I ask a girl standing infront of me. She was zoned out. Long dark hair over her face. "Oh eh. No." She says. "Thanks." I say walkimg past her. She stared at me a bit too long. I pay and leave. As I put the groceries in the car as Zain sits on my hip. My eye catches the same girl breaking into someones car. She looked frustrated.

"Keep the bar still. Push it down." I tell her. She looks at me and lets go.

"Im not..."

"You're not breaking into his car?"

"Its my car." She says. Nick told me you can tell if someones lying if they move suddenly. She stood straight and ran her fingers through her hair. "Terrible liar. Broad daylight?"

"Ok. Its my exes. Do I know you from somewhere?" She asks and I shake my head.

"Dont think so. Also if you turn to the right the camera wont catch you." I say and she chuckles. "Thanks."

"Are you serious?" A guy says standing still next to the girl. "My car!"

"My car you stupid bastard." She says shoving him back. "Lisa kicked me out! I need my car." She tells him.

"I can't. This is my car. Stop showing up everywhere?"

"Give me my shit." She says and he laughs in her face. You're dead next time I see you." He says getting in the car driving off. She sighs dropping the metal bar.