Collin's Crew III

Chapter 12

Desi's POV

I watch Nick storm out the restaurant leaving us after our 10th argument. I try to keep it together but I realy could not. My hormones were all over the place. I felt like screaming, crying and stuffing my face.

"Don't cry honey." Jasmine says as she sighs. I try keep it together honestly. I catch my tears before they even roll over my cheeks. "I'm so tired of arguing and him being a complete dick." I say trying hard to stop crying. My mascara would drip off.

"I'm starving." I mumble as mom pats my back. They both laugh at me making me forget about my sadness.

"You look amazing. When I was pregnant with the twins I didnt get out of my bed for the last 2 months." Jasmine says. "I'm feeling not too bad. Just tired a lot."

"Pregnancy was alright for me too. I really enjoyed it most of the time." My mom says. "I miss being pregnant sometimes. Its just so nice."

"It was honestly the worst experience of my life." Jasmine tells us. "I felt horrible. I could not do anything- I was vomitting for months. Jacob was working full time then. Lucas was a one year old. Nick was 5 and Mason and Alex were 7."

"That sounds like a handful." I chuckle.

"Yes." She laughs. "The boys were misbehaving. Nick was going through a psychotic break down. Alex was being diagnosed as ADD. Mason would try help me out." She says.

"God thats so many kids." Mom says and I nod. "It was such a difficult time." She says. "One hell of an achievement to have raised so many children." My mom compliments her.

"Could have done a better job." She says shrugging. "We didn't always set the best example."

"But you got yourself back together." I say as our food comes. Justin was playing on his tablet as he ate his food. He was such a cute little boy. I could not believe I'd have a boy soon that I could call my son.

I forget about my problems as we get to just sit back and talk about life, our past and just bond as mothers. It was insane to think that I had a whole family now to rely on even if Nick was a douche.

"Wait- so you guys are back together?" Jasmine asks Hailey.

"Yeah." She chuckles. "After all the dirt he did on me. Its stupid I know..."

"I think we all went back to men that did us dirty." She says and I chuckle. "I'm glad we came out." I say. "It was nice. I'm happy to have you two in my life."

"We love you too sweety."

"So is Nick not coming back?" Justin asks. "No he is not. You'll see him another time okay?" Jasmine explains to him.

"Lets get going." I say getting up. "I need my bed." I give Justin a hug and Jasmine before we leave.

We get home and there is no sign of Nick anywhere. Maybe I have been harsh on him but he had no right treating me like that? Nick and I were doing so well. Moved in and it all went wrong.

I have too much of high expectations of Nick Adams. He was not the normal guy. He was a criminal and he literally valued his friends more than normal people did. I get into the bed at the end of the day and sigh knowing Nick was out somewhere having the time of his life.

I get waken up by the door shutting and someone getting into bed with me. The smell of his perfume gave it away really. Without saying anything he pulls me in and spoons me before I fall back asleep.