Undecided

Thinking of you

~Rachel~
All this nonsense of Lana running away got me thinking of Cameron,
The moment me and him had at the gymnasium that wasn't just two causal friends talking, it felt like something more, maybe it was something more...
Who knows, I should call him he did give me his number..
But yet I should let him call me...
Or what if he's not even thinking about me, what if it was just two friends talking...
Ugh there I go again doubting myself...
~Cameron~
Ugh Rachel why are you on my mind
Why is that beautiful smile, and eyes are on my mind,
I gave her my number but i don't know if she wants to call or should I call, or maybe she wasn't even interested....
What if she not calling because she friend zoned me
I stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Dang there I go doubting myself...
~Lana~
Ugh I love this...
Sleeping next to my bae, holding his hands
This is something I wanted for ever, the touch of his hand the smell of him, something that I've been longing for...
And now that me and him together it's like I'm safe, like there's nothing in the world that could bother me, or even touch me
I love how we share the same interest in art, the freedom that it gives you
I love how we like the same band, and how me and him jokes around and call each other blurry face...
I can never stop thanking of him for one moment...
~Chad~
Lana the way that name roll off your tongue and how can stop but smile
Man I might even write a poem on how much I love Lana
He smile
Her beautiful green cat like eyes...
Man and how we like the same group
The heathens ugh the songs they sing sometimes I can't help but to cringe
She's like the light to my dark , empty, broken soul, even though we both have broken soul we just fill each other up
That's probably why I can't help but to think about her