Raise A New (tomtord) (parents)

Love Cliff

Isabella_gaytrash

Depresssing as hell
Im so sorry

//suicide attempt//

TOM'S POV

I took Tord to the cliff with the waterfall. We would sneak out every night and come here. Sometimes I would wrap my arms around him and fall along the water and then we'd swim around. We stopped coming a few years ago when "pregnant" with Torm.

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I haven't been honest

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I have to tell him

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I got out of the car and sat on the hood. I watched him do the same.
He's gonna be so heartbroken....

"Tord..?"
"Yes Hon'?"
I covered my face and started tearing up. I could feel arms wrap around me,

"What's wrong? Are you alright? What happened baby?"

God, im gonna miss hearing those words come out of his mouth...

"Im sorry Babe.."
"What are you talking about? Whatever it is, i forgive u already"

No he won't. I looked at him and held both his hands.

"Tord..about a month ago..I-I was at a bar a-and got way drunk...I-I had an unknown affair...i got a call last night from the girl...she g-got pregnant and it has to be mine b-because I took her v-virginity...!"

He just stared at me...I expected that...

"Tom..? How could you..?"

"I am so sorry tord" tears were now rolling down our faces. I got up, handed him my ring...

"Tom..? L-let's talk about this please"

"N-no, i draw the line myself..I saw ur arms last night, scars, many, new and old..and i know what from...i cant control myself and i hate hurting you!"

"Why haven't u ever asked for help? I would have helped in a heartbeat!"

"Because now, there will be nothing that needs help.."
I pecked his lips and got back in the car, locking all doors. He got up and banged on the windows yelling my name, telling me to stop. I can't.

I don't want to

Im helping

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For once

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And with that

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I drove forward

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Off the cliff

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Love cliff

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IM SORRY!!!!