With You

These Four Walls

*LISTEN TO These Four Walls BY Little Mix BC ITS LITERALLY THE PERFECT SONG OKAY.*

I was just going to lay in bed all day, but I didn't want to lose hope so quickly. I slowly got up and went to take a shower.

I stared at the wall, letting the water that was once warm run down my back.

I didn't feel anything. Only pain, but it was a pain that wouldn't go away.

I attempted to eat the waffles that Jerome had brought up for me, but I couldn't.

I couldn't do anything without him.

I tried calling him.

Hundreds of times.

But Adam blocked the number from my phone.

But if I heard his voice, I'd be fine.

I didn't want to live without him.

I couldn't help but wonder what would've happened if I had more than 30 minutes to say goodbye.

If he wasn't here, I couldn't sleep.

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That night, I tried to sleep, but I couldn't leave his side of the bed.

I just cried into his pillow.

I tried to smile when I watched old ASF videos, but I realized that there was no point.

I couldn't be happy without him.

I needed him.

I needed to hear him say my name, to hear him tell me it would be okay.

But he wasn't here.

Hell, I didn't know where he was at all.

I just knew I couldn't be without him.

That night, I cried harder than ever.

I sobbed into his pillow, hugging myself, simply because I didn't know what I'd do if I didn't.

I pretended he was here, though that didn't work at all.

I just cried.

And sat alone.

In my - no. Our room.

I was nothing without him.

Nothing.

*Mitch's POV*

I missed her. That was pretty much it. I was miserable without her, bored to death as well.

Jerome had said that he wouldn't tell her that she'd be coming to see me, only because Adam saw Jerome go to visit me and Adam told him that if Alex set foot near me, I wouldn't be the only one dead.

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AW

SAD

:(

BUT GOD LIKE ADAM Y U DO DIS.

SRS.

LIKE.

MY FEELS.

UH..

MUCH

<3

LUV

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