Expectation
I wanted CJ to come to my hotel room at 5 o'clock in the morning. I would be furious of course, but it wouldn't matter cause it would show me that he truly cared about me. We would have to argue at first, I couldn't, no I WOULDN'T let him get away with what he said. It disrespected me as a woman and as his girlfriend. Sometimes it would be better if guys didn't say anything at all; the buffoons.
But sometimes they could say things that could make a girl's heart melt. And then when they follow it up with a sweet caress... It is hard to reject them. It was also very hard for me to reject CJ. We have been dating for five months. He told me the day he saw me he knew he wanted to spend his life with me... And I felt the same way. But as of late he has been acting sorta sketchy. That is why I expected him to come over early in the morning to comfort me and apologize. But that was going to happen because
The Reality
Because the reality is that CJ was mad about something and didn't want to tell me. But I don't understand why not! I am not a judgmental person... Yeah, I act like it but I am playing a character! Needless to say he needs to understand sometimes I can't stop. I love being a WWE Performer. I get to, mildly, hurt people either with my fist or my words. It's a job a lot of girls would kill to have in retrospect. I mean every teenage girl in America has seen Mean Girls, and once in their life they wanted to feel what is was like to be Regina George. And that is EXACTLY what I am doing! But it isn't me.
*sighs* "I guess the reality is that I am taking work too seriously and I need to apologize to CJ" I said aloud, to myself. And that is exactly what I am going to do! I love when I have these chat sessions with myself, it helps me see the reality of the situation.
(A chapter/section/part will happen like this every time Biance/ thinks about her actions. Its short and sweet but to the point. I want you guys to get into Bianca's mind and understand her more)
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Reality Over Expectation
FanficLife is fun when in you're twentysomethings, but oh so challenging. Its even more challenging when you're a WWE Diva, and even more stressful when you're the daughter of Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson. Bianca faces the good, bad, and interesting experien...
