Dreams of My Past (COMPLETED)

Chapter 17 - Penthouse (p.2)

previously... Alesandra p.o.v. ( attention alert: mature audiences only )

Inside the bathroom, Alesandra is pacing back and forth. But what is there to do other than breathe, walk and figure things out just a little at a time?

It took her five minutes to get back to Nikolai. She thought about it so hard and decided that it will also help him to know the truth. She needs to tell him also about something. It's now or never.

I'm falling for him also. I know now that we both feel the same and it's but right to express my feelings for him also.

She's smiling now...

My brain says... for christ's sake Alesandra you're a full-grown woman and you know what will happen. He loves you, not only like but he said he loves you!!! what are you waiting for.. go back in there.!!

Shut up brain.!!

She walked out of the bathroom and made up her mind for tonight. "I am more than ready."

As she leading down the stairs, she saw Nikolai standing there facing the lounge area. Looking out at the window.

He turned his head and looked at me, our eyes met, there is something about that gaze of his she'll never find it in another man as if at that moment their souls have made a bridge.

They both knew in that instant they had found their other half and that fate handed them a dangerous game tonight.

I feel so light like I'm on top of the world yet my heart is constricting and it feels as if there's no oxygen in my lungs.

He walks towards me and that's all we ever need to connect with our eyes, no words needed. It feels as though I'm in a dangerous fire, yet I'm completely safe at the same time.

My brain says... "omg. omg.."

He walked up to me slowly and pulled me closer to him wrapping his arms around me. His embrace was warm, and his big, strong arms seemed very protective when wrapped around my body. The world around me melted away as I squeezed him back, not wanting the moment to end.

I can feel his lean body pressed up against me. I feel his warmth and desire. It shows through his eyes. But instead, he leans in to caress my neck, slow and gentle. He's making me wait and I can hardly bear it. I want his lips now, I want his kisses. Then he cups my face in his hands and gives me what he knows I want.

Unable to contain himself anymore, Nikolai holds Alesandra's face in his hands and pulls her into a fiery and passionate kiss. He couldn't fight against the thoughts that were going through him. Her very smell was flooding his senses now. He wants to feel everything about her. His lips brush her soft lips. But not innocently, it's like a tease hot, fiery, passionate, and demanding.

"Alesandra" ...he whispers slowly, prolonging each letter of her name as if to savor them into his lips...

Nikolai ran his hand over the cloth covering her body. He pulled away and his breathing is shaking his voice are huskier, and his eyes are in a smoldering fire.

"Alesandra.. I can't protect you not to take you here.. tell me if you want me to stop and I'll let you go"...

Alesandra look up and kissed him passionately. That's what her decision tonight. To be with him tonight.

"Shut up and kiss me .."

He kissed her deeply and lift her. They were still kissing while going up to his room.

He opens his room and turns on the light while still holding Alesandra. He put her down in the middle of his room.

He unzipped her dress and it fell in a puddle on the floor, leaving her standing before him nothing more than a very sexy black lace underwear covering her body. His hands raced up and down to her slender body, stopping at her rounded curves, to mold and shape them with his hands.