HeartBreaker

Chapter 21 : Day 4 (Part I )

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Chapter 21 : Day 4 ( Part I )

Day 4: He cares.

I wake up in my bed next with a heavy hand wrapped around my waist. I slightly open one eye adjusting with the light and see Ron sleeping so peacefully. He looks gorgeous with messy hair and mouth slightly parted open. He looks like an angel. I feel so tempted to kiss him, I smile at the thought of kissing him. i just lay there in his arms and after what it felt like 5 minutes his eyes slowly shutter open. He looks at me and gives his million dollar smile. Oh how I love this boy!

“Good morning” he says with his morning voice. Raspy, manly, thick, sexy.

I smile back at him. “Good morning.” I try to lift his arm up and escape before things start getting steamy. Instead he tightens his grip on my waist and pulls me closer. He then leans into my ear “I missed you” he whispers and kisses the crook of my neck slightly. His touch sends sparks throughout my body.  I like being with him, like this in his arms, but I am not going to just go back to normal like nothing happened. If he missed me so much, why didn’t he come before? Why did I have to do all this to get him to say he misses me? So many questions, so many queries still to be answered. I can’t just let him do this to me being all sexy. I mean I want his lips on mine again, I long for that feeling. But I have to be strong, I can’t just fall for this little trick of his.

“Ron, I need to get up. Mind moving your hand?” I ask and I see him frowning. But he anyways gives in. “Okay” he says softly, almost a murmur. He moves his hand and lets me go. I get up and notice him move the comforter away. He is shirtless. I repeat, Ron is shirtless. Did Donna tell him about the ‘Make him horny’ plan? Because he is doing the same to me right now.

“You know I love it when you check me out.”  He says interrupting my thoughts. I am a bit taken back when I realize I was checking my on-a-break-boyfriend out. What the fudge is wrong with me?

“I wasn’t checking you out.” I say and then add “I think you should go” it came out a bit more harsher than I thought it would.

He gets up, pulls his shirt over his head and when he walks slowly towards me I notice he’s only in his boxers. Great. He quickly notices me hesitate and he picks his jeans up and wears it. Then he sits on the edge of my bed and looks into my eyes. I somehow know he is hurt and he wants to say something.

“Why are you doing this Em?” He asks and I know where he is trying to take this.

“I didn’t do anything.” I say and after a little pause “Yet.” I add.

“What do you mean? Is there anything left for you to do? Do you have any clue how much it hurts to see the girl you love with someone else? You think it was easy to see you in his arms in the forest? Hell no!” he then takes deep breaths to calm himself down so that he won’t say or do anything stupid.

“I have no clue what you’re talking about Ron. And if you’re done you can leave now.” I say and I see Ron’s eyes widen with shock. Even I am a little taken back by my behaviour. I didn’t know I would ever have the balls to say something like this to Ron.

“It’s because of him isn’t it?” he speaks with pure unadulterated disgust. “What has he done to you? What does he have that I don’t? Now I’m starting to think if you ever loved me.” with that he turns around and tilts his head back to keep tears from coming.

“You should leave Ron.” I say again. I turns to look at me with his mouth open. He’s probably more than shocked right now. I know if I talk to him about all this right now I will cry and I don’t want to show him I’m weak and madly in love with him.

He give me one last ‘you’re-unbelievable’ look and leaves slamming the door so hard that is opens again with the same force. I don’t flinch when he does that. I’m kind of used to slamming of doors.

Later that evening.

“You did what?” she asks with disbelieve.

“Asked him to leave and he left.” I say. For some reason I feel sick to my stomach and I feel like killing myself. I am such a bitch, and all I can do about it is cry. And that is what I’m doing. Crying.

“Em, c’mon. It’s going to be okay. C’mere.” Donna says and pulls me into a hug.

“He must think I’m such a bitch Dun. I shouldn’t have done all this. This is a mess.” I say sobbing into her arms.

“No it not. We can fix this.” She says.

Ding dong.

The door bell rings. “I’ll get it.” Donna says and leaves to answer the door. I really hope it’s Ron so I can say sorry and go back to normal again. Yeah right. Now I want to go back to normal, great.

But I guess I’m not that fortunate. My bedroom door opens and Donna enters with Ethan following her.

He looks at me and give a sad smile which kind of says ‘I’m sorry’.

He then takes a seat next to me and Donna leaves us two to get some snacks.

“You alright?” he asks looking into my eyes.

“You think?” I answer his question with a question.

He lets out a small chuckle which makes me smile too.

“I don’t think so, but you still look beautiful with puffy red eyes and swollen lips.” He says and smirks. Bastard.

“You’re never going to stop trying to make me laugh, are you?” I look at him and smile. He smiles back at me and shakes his head a little.

“You think?” He mimics me.

“Why?” I ask out of curiosity. He has always been so sweet to me it’s not that I like him or that I’m developing feelings for him. But he really is one of the people whom I can blindly trust on. He has proved himself by keeping quiet about this stupid idea of mine. I feel incredibly guilty for using him but whenever I thanked him, he changed the topic.

He then looks into my eyes with so many emotions I can’t figure out. But I know one of them is pain. Then he lets out a small soft chuckle and then looks at me again.

 

“Because" he take a pause and then adds

 "I care.”