HATRED (series 1#)

chapter 7

Today is my wedding day, and honestly, I never really thought about weddings much before. I've never dated anyone before, so this is all new to me.

But here I am, getting married to someone who doesn't have feelings for me, and I'm not sure if I have any for him either. I know Ryan is going to make my life miserable.

I feel like I don't have a choice but to accept his proposal. He refuses to listen to me, no matter how much I try to explain that I'm innocent. The only person who can help me is Nesha, but I have no idea where she is.

This day was supposed to be the happiest day of my life, you know? That's what everyone says. But for me, it's the saddest day because I know deep down that this will be the end of me.

I could see tears welling up in my eyes as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a stunning, form-fitted wedding dress with a mermaid tail-like lower part. The veil cascaded beautifully down my back. My hair was elegantly styled in a long ponytail, and I held a bouquet of white tulips in my hands.

As I stood there, a wave of fear suddenly washed over me. I wished someone would come and give me a comforting hug, assuring me that everything would be alright.

But you know what? Marrying Ryan Carter isn't the end of the world for me. Deep down, I know that I will rise above this situation someday.

Just then, I heard his secretary's voice through the door, "Hello, Ms. Kylie, the car is ready."

Taking a deep breath, I replied, "Could you please wait for me downstairs? I'll be there in just a minute."

Sometimes, all we need is a moment to gather our thoughts and find the strength within ourselves. You've got this, and remember, there's always hope for a brighter future.

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I walked down the aisle all by myself, feeling like the loneliest bride ever. It's painful to see my dream turning into the opposite.

Meanwhile, Ryan had that same expression on his face. How does he manage to keep it unchanged every single day? It's my wedding day, so I should at least try to put on a smile, even if deep down I don't want to.

As we stood in front of the priest, my mind started to wander. I couldn't help but think about what my life would be like after saying those two little words, 'I do'. Will I truly find happiness in the future, or will I forever be trapped in unhappiness?

Will I ever be able to move on from all of this, or will Ryan somehow miraculously win my heart? Are we ever going to live like a real husband and wife? Nah, I highly doubt it.

But you know what? I'll do my best to stay patient, and endure whatever comes my way. And if it comes down to it, maybe getting a divorce is the right choice for me.

What's up with me? I haven't even said "I do" yet, and I'm already considering divorce. But let's be real, who wouldn't? I'm about to marry the devil himself, and it feels like I might as well become a monster too.

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