Days has passed and Yoongi and I became very close. He is hanging out with me and my friends and we are all getting along well. Yoongi also met Jin and for a surprise Jin liked him. Jin knows that when I am with Yoongi that I am safe so he is less worrying.
Tonight after practise Yoongi was waiting for me to take me home. He said that he is not letting me go alone home at night anymore, so always after practise he waits for me.
I got dressed and Yoongi and I started walking to my house. We always have a lot of topics to talk about but tonight he was quiet.
,, What's wrong?'' I asked worried.
,,Nothing'' I know him well so I know when he is lieing to me.
I stopped walking and he turned to look at me.
,,You know you can tell me anything. Don't hide anything from me.'' He was looking away obviously hidding somehing.
I took his head with my hand and made him look at me.
,,Tell me'' I said quietly.
,,I haven't done the job my gang leader made me do so they kicked me out of the gang. I have no house, no money, nothing.'' I was shocked and I felt very sorry for him. I really want to help him.
,,What job he gave you?'' I said while moving my hands from his face.
,,I had to kill someone...... but I am not a killer. I couldn't live with that pain.'' I felt pain in his voice. He was scared.
I just hugged him tightly. He hugged me back and we were standing like that for a while.
,,You can find a normal job, earn some money and buy a new apartment...... but for now you can live with me and Jin.'' I said while pulling away from the hug.
,, No, I don't want to bother you''
,,You are never bothering me. I love you and I want to help you.'' After I said that I realised what I said. Do I really love him? Has he heared it? I hope not!
He softly smiled at me and hugged mi tightly. The hug was warm and I never wanted it to end.
,,Thank you.....thank you so much''
I was very happy that I could help him because he means to me a lot and I want him to be happy.
After that emotional moment we headed home. When we came home we explained Jin the situation and he also wanted to help. Jin said he knows somebody who owns a coffie shop and that Yoongi can work here. Yoongi was very grateful.
After haveing dinner with Jin, Yoongi and I headed upstairs to our rooms. Yoongi was in guests room whitch was next to mine. I showed him around the house, said good night to him and went to my room. I showered and laid in my bed. I was so tired but I couldn't sleep because of Yoongi. I was thinking how happy he is right now. I am also very happy because I could help him. But I keep thinking about what I said earlier. Do I really love him? Anytime when we are close to each other my heart is beating so fast and I can feel all zoo running through my stomach. Maybe that is love...... maybe I really love him.....
A/N: A bit boring and short but I hope you like it😊❤️
