Pregnant - JAHSEH ONFROY/XXXTENTACION

chapter 9

2 chapters in 1 day, yw 🙂

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Leilahni ♡

Pain.

It's all I felt for a long time.

My stomach has been fucking me up. I've been waking up and throwing up almost each morning. I feel so sick.

Does this mean I'm about to leave this earth?

Fuck it, who cares.

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Its February and Demitri and I aren't as close as we used to be. I don't really mind, I love him and all but not as much.

I text X from time to time, because he tells me he needs someone who talks civil and calm. Not like and I quote "my dumb niggas who don't even spell lots of shit right". (😹😹)

I go to him with my Demitri problems, and he helps me know it's gonna be ok.

I got bored one day though, and I just think Demitri got me pregnant. Cuz why else would I have stomach pains tf??

Well I went to the drugstore, for one of those stick things, came home and did it then left it on the counter so it can calculate.

By the way, I have my own apartment now, had it for a month already. My dad bought it for me for Christmas, paid for about three months of the rent. Which meant I had to get my own job, and I did.

I've been working two weeks, had the apartment 1 month. I got to decorate my own house basically and shit it was fun.

Anyways, That means in 2 months I have to pay my own rent. I'm a waitress, and since I'm "good looking" what my manager told me, I'll get more tips.

Who cares about that though. When I went back in the bathroom to check it, I see two lines.

What the fuck.

So me and Demitri will be parents ?

No this can't be right.

The first time we had sex was a week ago...he didn't even cum in me.

Oh jesus fucking Christ.

I immediately go to X's contact and go to send him a message.

I'm fucking pregnant.

X 🤡🎈
congrats.

wtf that's all you say?

X 🤡🎈
Bitch shut the fuck up
before I stop texting you

The fuck? Who chopped off this nigga's penis why is he so mad???

I didn't answer back and a few minutes later he just texted 'sorry'

K well get surprised
cuz it ain't Demitris. It's yours

X 🤡🎈
that can't be true

Demitri and I just
fucked a week ago for
the first time and it was with
a condom. We fucked without
a condom 2 months ago and
you came inside.
I'm pregnant from you.

He calls my phone.

"So you're serious. No joke? You have my baby in ya?" He asks, I sigh and tell him yes.

"Remember when you said you wouldn't abort it if it happened? You aren't...right ?" X asks me, you could hear some painin his voice.

Its a big decision. But I'm not for killing babies.

"No I'm not. I promise you." I assure him.

"Fuck ok what are you gonna do about Demitri?"

"I'm gonna tell him next month. I'm scared he's gonna leave me because of it..." I confess, my voice shaking a little.

X assures me he won't. And when that month went by, my stomach got a little bigger. I went to Florida to see X again, just to figure out a plan on what to do.

"Call him now. Tell him." X tells me and I listen.

"Hey babe." I hear Demitri say, when he answered.

"Demitri, I have to tell you something. I'm pregnant. With someone's baby..." I tell him, he goes silent.

"You cheated on me? Now you're pregnant with this fucking n***** kid?" Demitri asks, yelling.

"Demitri I-"

"Shut the fuck up you hoe. Im leaving your fake ass. Fuck you. And now that truth comes out, I've fucked three bitches already. I don't care. We're done." Demitri screams at me, my hand shaking and my phone dropped out.

"Leil? You okay? How'd he take it?" X asks, when he walks in the room.
I burst out crying.

"HE CALLED ME NAMES AND LEFT ME! HE EVEN SAID HE DID IT WITH THREE OTHER GIRLS BEFORE ANYWAYS!!" I scream in a loud cry, turning around and feeling my face get red.

X walks over and his face gets a little down and he pulls me into a hug. I cry into his shoulder and hug him tight, curling my toes. He strokes my back and has me walk over to the couch to sit down. I cried for a good hour, some of it from the pain in my stomach.

He rubbed my abdomen with his hand lightly in circles, calming me and easing the pain. I breath in and out slow, and sigh then look up at him.

"Forget him. Yeah we probably shouldn't have fucked...but he just admitted he's fucked 3 bitches while you were together. That's messed up." He tells me, I nod and wipe my eyes.

"What do I do?" I ask, inbetween shaky breaths.

"Just stay healthy. So you don't get sick an the baby won't. You're welcome to live with me while this is going on so I can help." He tells me, I nod and wipe my eyes once again.

"X-" I start to say but he stops me.

"Just call me by my real name." I nod and start again.

"Jahseh, are you ok with this? Like what if someone finds out you're gonna be a father?" I ask, he shrugged.

"I don't really care who knows. I mean no one will know except my few good buddies and whoever asks."

I hug him again and yawn. "Can you help me fall asleep?" I ask, feeling stupid but too tired to realize what I'm saying.

"Of course I will babygirl." Jahseh says, picks me up bridal style and walks me to his bed, laying me down in it. He got next to me, and glides his fingers up and down my arm, calming me.

"Don't worry about anything. Just think about the baby and me. I'll be right here when you wake up." Jahseh assures me, making me smile and comforting me until I fell completely asleep.